<body> BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

 

...PROFILE

LAVANYA

*Singapore
*Libra
*Oct 11 1986
*Cravings for food
*Romantic stories & movies
*Luv to got to the beach
*Hate cats n sick of insects
*Awaiting the beautiful marriage life with my Darling
*Hidden love in books
*A complete family to treasure
*Adore cute chubby fat babies
*Good buddies who have stood by at all times

...WriTers

SharMe
Privina
Mishalini
WanTeng
MelLy

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  • ...SWEETALKS


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    DESIGNER:  ice angel


     

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    Wednesday, April 22, 2009


    On a Happy Note- I'm NOT jobless!!
    Ahah! i'm working right now at this company called Chan Li Comm Svc. Pte Ltd.
    Preparing invoices, salary, calculating time sheet, processing payment etc.
    Excel excel excel excel excel till i leave this place! *Argh*
    The boss- an indian
    His secretary- an indian ( frm India)
    A supervisor- an indian ( frm India)
    I'm surrounded by indians!
    Recently, a Malay girl joined in. Shés just 18. Out frm ITE.
    Its nice working here. Oh ya, let me tell u y!!! My working hours- 10am to 3pm.
    So its not that hectic and i like this kinda timing!
    So far so good.
    Something different abt this boss- he's making a movie in India called ''Pamaran.''
    He's the producer for it. I've heard 2 of the songs so far and its really good. He seems to be playing the song everyday in office.

    So far life's good & buzy( with sch, work and my tution kids). I've learnt to take 1 day at a time and live every single moment with happiness.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, June 26, 2008


    On a sad note, i didn't get to watch the last episode of 'Dreams'.
    On the other extreme end, i'm getting to watch 'America's Next Top Model' tonight. U noe im just soooooooooooo terribly hooked to that program n i luv Tyra Banks like nuts i tell u. 'Serious freaking gaga!'

    Alrite my world just fell apart like 2 days back. The fucking sch of mine released stage 2 term 2 results for 2 modules. I failed one of it & the other is just a scrape thru. The overall class average for both modules was 50.4% & 52.9%. That's seriously very much of a bullshit. So all of our classmates are either 60+ or40+. We don know how the hell they marked. I requested to view my paper cos i strongly believe that i cannot hav failed the damn pathology module becos it was my favourite module & moreover i felt so gd after doing that exam paper(actually everyone felt gd after the paper) n they told me that the papers are over at Uni of Bradford. The same person who told me that the papers are at Bradford had claimed to Darshini's parents the papers will be sent to MDIS after it has been marked for them to vet n submit the marks online!! Such a 'fuck'!! Seriously the Administration + the fucking school sucks to the fucking core.I'm so dissapointed n i so feel like throwing every damn shit out of the door n walking out of the fucking school. When we are in our final year now, that's where we are recieving thispure damn results. We've completed nearly 4 papers EXCLUDING the 2 papers where we've gotten our results!!! Imagine how worried & doubtful abt the marks for the remaining papers.Give blardy MC to MDIS, they can loose it & then give 0 to students. Ppl supposed to sit 4 a module in 2006 got delayed by administration side due to their fucking screwed up attitude finally sat for the paper in 2008. I won't doubt it if they lost my EXAM paper n gave me that failing mark of 29.5. Which fucker will get 29.5 out of 100 marks for a module that they love n studied for 3/4 of the time. I even took pathology as my specialization la damit n m in that track right now. All they want to say is take the sub paper. Like fuck man. Its on 25th of july n that too i source it out by myself yesterday. How long do i have to study? Less than a month!!! When i queried them when to take the sub paper all they can say is that they don know n they wud post me the details of the time n place when the time comes... What ONE FUCKING DAY B4 MY EXAM IS IT!!!!!

    God knows how i feel man, damn lousy n Helpless. Pls la for heavensake if any of yr dear ones are telling u that they r joining MDIS just freaking hell tell to get their ass somewhere else than to burn it off at MDIS. The local lectures can't even predict what topics would come out. Always end up saying one n the other comes out. Have never ever set with us n taught us how to tackle essays and what bradford expects in it. Haiz, i'm still keeping the results frm my mum. Am not going to let her know it cos she's not understanding enuff. All she knows is to nag abt the money she's paying n the marks that i've gotten. I'm very much worried abt my other module grades. I don't know what to do n how to move abt. i'll just take the sub paper for now. I'll take it as arevision for myself. I can't do anything more than that can i?! This is just so damn dissapointing!!

    I'm outta here.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, May 31, 2008


    One of the best Tamil Drama- 'Dreams'
    I seriously am in love with that drama.
    Its so realistic and somehow it always makes me feel part of it n that's the best part of it.
    I'm going to start missing it!!! Damn sch's starting this wk. Argh!
    N that means more time studying studying n studying!
    Just tell me abt it! *Shrugz*

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, April 30, 2008


    Seriously, its so screwed up at the moment.
    Papers are just round the corner n i'm studying round the clock.
    My head really aches i tell u n i'm freaked out to the max.
    I'm just waiting for my papers to be over!!
    Just 3 Modules but its really way to hectic.
    I'm sure i'm gonna screw up my Molecular Genetics & Molecular Biology.
    I understand nuts, i swear.
    I gave up studying for that particular module.
    I'm just concentrating on the other 2.
    Right after these papers, i'll be moving on to my final year.
    Damn, i so wish that they would grant the specialisation that i chose.
    Admist the torture, i managed to catch 'Super heroes'. Trust me 'Meet the Spartans' was better & more realistic. The bf felt so too.
    Planning to catch 'Iron Man' with the bf. Hopefully, i can find some time for it.
    Tmr the bf and his group are going to Sentosa for a picnic, just like the last time round.
    I managed to get there last round but this round i've to forgo it! I have to weight that n it seems more sensical to be at hme studying when there's just so limited time to study. This round its a bigger group, sure to be fun, but then argh- blame it on the paperssssssssssss, i can't be with the boy tmr!!!

    ***Just tell me all this stress wud end soon*** I'm just eating way too much of junk food when i'm studying cos i see no other way to relieve the stress! Shit!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, April 12, 2008


    How grating it is when this BF just doesn't seem to msg or call!!!
    With his damn X-Box arnd, he's not giving any ATTENTION to me.
    At this very moment he's with his 'jim-bang' & just tell me abt it..i don't exist in his world!!
    Right at this time, the day b4, he had been so sweet, fetched me frm work and brought me to Secret-Recipe for dinner as it was our 2yr6month Anniv. N now he's the total opposite.
    What's up with guys when they get their hands on the X-box? What's up with them when they meet their friends? I so hate u Gerard!!
    I swear as yr wife, i'll throw that god damn X-box out of the door in the near future!!!

    Ah.. i'll just get myself occupied so that i won't be whining n pestering him for msgs! I'm not going to make him feel v.wanted as he simply loves that feeling. Sick idiot u!! I shall not call or msg!! I'll just hit my sack and that's more then enuff to set him mad. *gRiNz*

    The gals are going for bowling tmr. I doubt i can make it cos the tution has been rescheduled. Hmm, enjoy yrselves! !

    I'm gonna get my hair higlighted sometime next wk. I'm so yearning for it. The following month i'm gonna try a new hairdo. I've already enquired.. it's 258 bucks. A big sum just for the hair!! :( But i'm still going ahead. I'll save my tution fees and go for it. *Big Smile*

    Oh mentioning abt tution, i've dropped that idiotic fucked up assignment. Guru's!! He and his delay in payment. Can u believe it he owes me a 100 buck till now. It has been 3 wks and he hasn't transfered. He promises that it wud be transfered today,then it becomes tmr morning, then the next day and when i msg... that bastard doesn't reply!!! What the hell... what's up with this type of ppl??!! donnoe whether eating rice or eating shit. Coming wk would be the 4th week. I'm so sick and tired of msgin him!! But i've got no choice, its 100 bucks. He just makes me feel like a blardy 'chepo'!!!! Such a Sucker!!

    I'll send another reminder now. Outta here!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, April 03, 2008


    Reading my friends blogs nvr fails to draw me to a new post.
    I'm supposed to be doing the slides up for the presentation.
    Let me tell u, i simply can't get my hands on it.
    Yesterday was my off day(No sch). I was all prepared to do up my sch stuff. Unfortunately, my granny was very ill so went to pay a visit. By the time i reached hme i was too drained out that i hit my sack.
    Today is yet another off day & i just can't Study.
    I swear i can't find the mood to study.
    I just want to slack around. Music and bed, seems like my cup of tea right now!!
    And this, is overwhelming!!
    Maybe its due to the tiresome weeks all round that when i get a break frm sch, one or two days, i just can't set myself to study. I can set myself to study 7-8hrs a day only if i've got that urge.
    Now its 0%. Now just tell me abt it, I feel so guilty that i'm wasting the day.
    Yeah, i noe i can't turn back the time. Time is precious and all but c'mon the qoutes are not helping me @ the moment.
    I've got the slides to do, lab report to submit,a lab test next week and my modules to revise...
    Am i indolent or just worn out???
    I guess i'll settle the pile next week. No point doing when i can't set it right.

    Friendster is so irksome. The Login page just doesn't appear. So *f-uped*

    I've lost the MP3's cable thingy!! So shitty, i can't dwl songs now. I just realised that i've mislaid it when i wanted to download songS. How Gorgeous?? Nuts man! I'll search my bag once again.....

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, March 29, 2008


    Caught Shutter with the Bf.
    Boy, was it Nerve wrecking & terribly gross!
    You've got to catch it if u're in for horror movies.
    The bf jerked off his seat a couple of times. He's got a problem when it comes to sudden shocks! i was laughing my head off.
    Alrite most of the audience went off like the bf.
    A Real Horror Movie! Go on watch it!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;