Thursday, January 31, 2008
Its such a big loss that Vickram got married.
Since the day he became my crush, its been bugging me.
Argh!
Bemaa was splendid.
N with his gorgeous stlye,outfit and looks i fell again.
If the bf sees this i'm killed!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
He's glued to my mind, since the time i woke up.
Everything abt him. Even when i was listening to songs, its abt him.
Till now!! N i'm not doing my freakin work cos it feels so nice to think abt him.
I'm mad.
Somedays my thoughts just keep circling around him.
No other thoughts, only him.
These days are torturous! The more it circles arnd him.. that day is prone to big fights.
I've noticed that just too many times.
Eventually, i just discard them when it goes too deep.
But today, it feels so nice to keep on thinking abt him that i'm not tryna refrain.
Hopefully, we don't fight ltr on.
Gosh!
U're such a sweet torture baby!
I just sound like those gals in the novels!
Talking abt novels... I would like to recommend this book that i read.
It is yet another fantastic story written by Sheila O Flanagan.
Emotions expressed so beautifully and realistically.
Getting the readers hooked as usual.
The book title,'Your's Faithfully'.
Its abt these 2 women, Iona and Sally, belonging to the same husband.
It conveys their horror once they realise the truth and speaks abt the needs of 2 different women, the emotions, the pain and finally it truthfully portrays the soft spot that every women comes with. I'm happy that i own the book! *grinz*
Anyone want to try? No second thoughts, just GO FOR IT!!
Sheila's 'Just married' is another hit.
Try it!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Yeah!! Now im settled dwn in HRS.
There's a big pile awaiting filing.
I so hate filing.
That's cause i have to glue all the officers MC onto a paper and arrange the huge pile in decending order according to IC no. which sets me yawning which then makes my eyes slowly close which then makes me try my best to refrain from doing so which then makes me tear and which finally brings hatredtowards filing. Data entry's alright with me but filing oh my!
And permanent staff love to give all their filing work to the temp staff.
How nice they are!!!!
Who loves to do filing you tell me?!!
I'm grumbling at my break time.
I warned u thou.
But its still within the tolerance level.
The blog's been the best friend cos it takes in whatever junk i type out without any complains unlike the bf. And so i love u blog just for that. Okay more than my bf at times. *hehe*
Thinking abt sch ltr makes me sick... i so hate the lecturer. He is such a Aruvai. Aruvai also nvm if can understand what he saes... this one Aruvai + cannot understand!! How to tahan?! I just hav to drag my arse dwn.
*shit*shit*shit*
The Bf has been so glued to his bible for the past 1 week that there were no calls and no sms. Finally his paper is over. Now he just needs to wait for his diploma and then proceed on to do his degree. Such a pig, cudn't spare a tiny winy bit of time for me. But i was so understanding. How could i be? cos meanwhile i was finding for another soul. *Bullshit* *slaps*
U're not forgiven!! He grumbles and beats around for days if i do that, so he'll not be forgiven!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hurray!!
God has answered my prayers even faster than fed-ex!!
muahahahahaha.
I'll get transfered to HR department very soon. Might even be tmr.
i LOve the promptness. Beautiful god! haha.
I sent a mail requesting to be transfered to the 8th floor if possible.
The Lady called me up within the next 5 mins and told me that the HR doesn't require any temp staff at the moment. I was so mad but kept my mouth shut. Obviously have to!! Not my father company.
And suddenly now they've said i will be transferred there. I noe the background game... its my paeriyama's vaelai!
Wonderful, as long as they get me out of FS i'm happy.
I'm gonna complain abt the workload and how slpy i feel when i'm filing once again.
That's the issue at HR.
Workload is alot as in WORKLOAD!
But its 100 times better than FS.
Shiok... im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!im leaving FS!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
What's up with Hotmail?
Past 2 days im not able to view my mails.
Sucky service!!
I so hate my job at FS.
I've got to pass the test, mind you 80%.
3 tests!
I've cleared 2 of it.
After 5 attempts.
Stupid shit.
Till i pass, i won't be assigned any job.
F***!! I have to attempt and attempt and attempt the whole day.
Yesterday passed just with that and now its repeating!
God knows the hell that i'm in.
Its such a stupid rule set by AGD!
I'M a TEMP staff for godsake and you want me to noe yr stuff to this extreme??? Furthermore the test and the things i've got to learn only applies to 1/4 of the job! WHAT THE HELL!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i feel like banging my head against the wall i tell u. Even the permanent staffs to not know the answer. *SHItty job**
The stupid tutorial and the many pages that i have to go thru is so smiliar to my thick Module book.
I soooo hate this.
Somebody help me.
I hope some miracle would happen and i'll get the opportunity to leave this FS...
Maybe move to HR
or
Get a new job!!
Oh god can you just see what you've put me thru!
Goodness gracious!! Only i know how it feels to do ntn but repeat the test again and again and again and again and don tell me its forever!!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, January 21, 2008
Warning!
DO not catch Cloverfield i tell u.
Such a horrible movie.
Baby and i were planning to catch one missed call. Apparently our upcoming outing with his working collegues gonna bring us to that and so we went in for cloverfield.
It's the second movie under my Sucky list.
It seemed as if the director purposely took the movie knowing that it would be a flop.
The whole damn shitty movie is taken with a video cam and believe me it irritates yr eyes and yr mind.
No flow of story, very much draggy and irritating.
I hate u Cloverfield!!!
I wasted my bucks.
Argh!!!!!!
To get myself up.. I'm reminding myself, Saturday.. Beema!!
My Hot vickram movie.Like finally!
*Grinz*
Oh yeah... I'm starting work next mon. And i guess its the same level that my mum is currently working at.
*Jeez* that means no regular lunch break calls to the bf and no taking of leaves. I'm dead. Haiz. Thou there's a gd side of earning money, that's well balanced with this side.
Valentine's day is coming and that brings the 3rd valentine with the lovable boy of mine.
Great moments.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Met Sharm a week ago.
Our normal pep talk with dinner actually.
As usual we started off with questions regaring our family situations and it drifted off to sch, the recent happenings, tv programmes, latest updatets, our past inccidents (that we share 2gether) and finally it ended with the rough gauge of the next meeting date.
Of all what thrills me the most is the discussion on the past inccidents.
Every meeting of ours never fails to go into that and somehow it makes all the meetings a good one.
We laugh out loud at our foolishness, we now find what we did those times to be the right thing which was intially pricking as if it was the wrong move & the once painstaking moments that we went thru have now become a hilarious experience. One thing i noticed is that eventually all the pain that i had or she had heals due to the regular travelling back to time. I can strongly say that she's also going thru this too as she luffs out loud at inccidents that once brought across the unhappy expression on her face. Thou not all painstaking inccidents can be turned into ntn, some have been. so the big deal is to tok abt it, come to terms with it by giving out yr frank opinions.
I feel very much at ease when im with my cliq(Sharm,privi,sasi,nish,nisha,su,aisha & muneera).
I realised this only when i had the opportunity to go out with 2 other friends who are skooling with me currently. We are just friends. Not to the extent of my cliq you see. Since they forced i went out with them. Both the gals come frm a well to do background. They shopped for expensive items and talked abt all the expensive stuff and one of them was very much adamant in going to a expensive restaurant rather than fast food as it was too cheap. I felt very much out and i never went out with them again. One of the gal's comment was too freaking and it freaked me out. I found her crude but at that instance i realised what a good cliq i have. My cliq doesn't throw in comments to hurt anyone. It comes in as a joke and leaves off like that. Moreover, my cliq is consious about expenditure. When we are running low in cash we forgo meetings. We state the real reason. If a shoe is like 30 bucks we all go with a" wa.. so much ah, it doesn't really deserve it la.. can get cheaper!" Whereas the 2 of them that i went out with at that time were not working and what they were spending lavishly belongs to the parents. Parents upbringing really plays an important role. But of all i learnt to love my cliq even more after this inccident.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, January 05, 2008
The beginning of the New year wasn't really good for us.
My granny was hospitalised after a low blood glucose level that got her unconscious.
It was a miracle that she survived.
Till the good news got through i was totally restless.
I started crying and praying softly.
I couldn't and i will never be able to bring myself towards the dwnside in her case.
Not only in her case, any of my love ones i guess.
In her case, she holds a very unique place in my heart among the rest of my family members.
I owe her lots for seeing me thru my childhood days!!
N i'm thankful to god, as he had returned My grandmother back to us.
I noe its not like she would be there with us forever. But i wish for it to be long, Till i'm able to accept things the way it should be. I'll never know if i would be able to accept, but i pray.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
