Saturday, October 29, 2005
The operation went on successfully
So relieved
Everyone was afraid as he had a high chance of having stroke after the operation
Thou we knew on that saturday evening that the operation was successful, we didn't noe if he had stroke
The doctors cudn't tell to
They would only be able to access after he regained consiousness
It was real traumatizing
And finally, the gud news
Ntn of that sort
Thank god 4 that
He's fine now
Still in ICU
With all the tubes injected to his body
Everyone's waiting to get him back home
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, October 28, 2005
Wat a timing
It's real bad
Tuesday's Deepavali
N there my grandad is hospitalised
Has to go thru open heart surgey
The whole atmosphere is upside dwn now
Haiz..
Seriously i don't noe wat to sae
He's a Healthy person
U noe wat i mean...
He goes for his morning walks
Doesn't take in too much meat
Goes 4 his check-ups regularly
Takes in all sorts of vitamins
U can't see a person like him
Out of 24 hrs a day, 18 hrs he spends thinking about HIMSELF N ONLI HIMSELF
His money
His health
Tat's it
So can u see wat a big blow we are facing now
My mum's so worried
Worried for my grandad
My lady's alreadi not in good condition
She's not like last time
Sh'e haviN neck pain,back pain,headache
It's so scary
I mean seeing her like this
so weak
She get's tired easily
Went for check-up actualli
N now she has to go 4 physiotherapy
Cause her backbone is affected
Haiz...
She even gets so stressed even for the slightest matter
Since her father's dwn for the operation, it's too hard on her
Hopefully,his operation goes on well
N Everything gets back to normal
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, October 24, 2005
|mmunology todaY
The f|rst meet|ng |asted for 1hr 15 mins
One blardy mada sambirani la the fac
| was so damn s|py
|tr|ed To refra|n maself frm s|eep|ng
|t was so damn blardy tough
Yea |a... cannot IM
shd c|ose |app|e n |isten to his cock tokin
wa laneh!!
Hell sia...
|Iv|nG hell!!
I'm done with my work
1 s|ide
tat's wat | d|d
Now sooo damn farkin bored
Listening to songZ
Waiting 4 time to pass
Waiting 4 sch to end
So that i can get back home
Get to my bed
SLPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!
WAnna slpppppppppp
My goodness...
Nowadays, i'm getting so lazy
TERRIBLY LAZY
Need someone to b there 2 push me to study
Need someone to push me to go to sch
The only thing that keeps me goin on 4 todae is .....
haha... erm..tmr i not comin to sch
Not that i don wanna come
GET IT!
it's just that i've to go 4 Hep B immunization
The lady of mine told me i got the jabs wen i was young
So i had to pass the supporting documents to my fac
Then did i realise i never had the jabs
So i won't be allowed into the lab tmr even if i go
So ME NOT GOING
| sooo happy!!!
CAN slp till 11+
THEn wednesday also No school....
Off day mah
Boooooo!!
I'm so in love with the upcomin tuesday n wednesday!
Muahahaha!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, October 21, 2005
Life is ever changing,
One second your life is playing out exactly as you had dreamed,
In one single instant everything changes,
Your entire world comes crashing down,
Your hopes, your dreams, and your future,
It has suddenly been stolen from you,
After years you're back at square one,
Nothing left to show except pain and tears,
Reality has hit your fantasy world,
Most of the time,its like this
U ask yrself y it happens to u
N u see yrself unclear
U see yrself questioning wat did i do
Y muz this happen to me
U've got no choice but...
To Take one deep breath and say,
Life is so precious so cherish each moment,
Live every single day as if it were you last,
Remember the laughs,
Remember the talks,
Remember the smiles,
Remember the walks,
These memories will see me through the toughest times,
I've learned that nobody is ever invincible to life,
Nothing happens to intentionally hurt you,
Everything throughout life has a purpose,
Life makes you stronger,
Life makes you smarter than before,
Hold and cherish what you still have close to your heart,
You never know when life might happen again.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, October 20, 2005
I'm bored
so bored that i posted a bulletin
wanna pass time
done ma rj
done ma evaluation
freakin bored
so want to blog
but donnoe wat to blog
Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gettin bored easily
Damn!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
mY ArT p|ECE!!
I was sooo bored n Look wat i did....
:)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Medical technology module today
Omg, its damn bloody boring
She's so long winded
She makez me doze off
The moment i reached class n she started her lesson i started to doze off
she talks about parrafin, it sounds more like lulluaby to me
My goodness!!
I got so damn irritated that i started messaging sharme
Msg her all crap
she was entertaining me
But ltr...
She gave up
She's not even responding now
haha!!!
Went to lunch with my year 1 buddies
How much i missed them!!
I just realised
Paul,xueling,melissa,henry & grace
ThE precious time will nvr be back
Its oways treasured
We used to go out to makan every single day 4 lunch
In year 1,i mean
Now..freakin hell its damn tough
It's so difficult to meet each other
Different courses, different break times
haiz..........
I mizzed them sooooo much
We were crapping alot
i LOVE u guys!
Muackzzzz!!
Okie right now,its freakin boring
It suxz
I'm done with my work
Slacking right now
I've got to go 4 tution after ma sch ends
He's on his way back home
I guezz he wud be comin to meet me even thou i said we shall meet tmr
I won't be able to spend much time with him todae
Don wan him to come all the way
But the stubborn pig never listens
K la k la...I do wanna meet my baby also
It's not like i don wan
But everytime he comes all the way frm woodlands, i feel so guilty
Its freakin FAR!!
Baby...It's been 1 week n 1 day dear!!
Muackz..I LOVE U!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, October 16, 2005
I didn't expect to meet him after tution
Told him not to come
All the way frm woodlands
NO JOKE
IN the heavy rain indeed
But stubborn boy didn't listen
The best day i shd sae
My dreams came true
Got wet in the rain with my baby
The person whose oways there 4 me
It's realli a beautiful thing
Words cannot express it
It's gorgeous
I love u many many honey!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, October 15, 2005
My baby just called
He's having terrible headache
yEA, SUDDEN QUIT frm smoking
Heavy smoker n then sudden stop
Haiz... just 5 daes n so fast he's goin thru the pain
He sounded real pitiful just now
I love ya soo much baby
I'll be there 4 u
No worries
Noe wat, it's so damn annoying
Argh!!!
Can't see him todae
It realli annoys me
His absence
I can't feel yr warmth
I m WAITING 4 MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
I'm mizzing my baby so badly
I just came back 3 hrs ago
Yea was with him
I can't meet him 4 the next 2 daes
Bloody hell
So damn annoying sia
Baby.... y da?
Haiyoh!!
24 HR DUTY...ARGH!!!
I mizz u lots dear
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, October 14, 2005
Fuckin annoying days right now
Donnoe wat the hell is their prob
Can't we be peaceful?
IT'S MY LIFE
I need him
He needs me
SO CLEAR CUT
Then?
wat the hell do they wan?
Just any o how throw words
N now ask him to meet them
Wat the hell r they trying to prove?
so wat u mean
wen u r angri u will tell all sorts of things abt yr friend
Yr 3 year friendship will go dwn the drain izzit?
Telling that he is onli worth as a friend but not as a bf
Saeing that he can throw up a friendship which was there for 3 years n how long will he take to throw u away
Claiming how well can he keep u wen he threw away another gal n came to u
Wat the fuck
This is how much u trust yr friend?
N u claim that he throws up yr friendship which was there for 3 years
Then wat abt yrself
3 years of friendship n u tok cock abt him
U sae all those things n then now sae u need the friendship
WAT THE HELL YA TRYING TO PROVE
if u realli wan the freindship n that yr friendship of 3 years means alot
U shud hav controlled yrself
The harsh words that u threw
True friends do not throw harsh words even in bad times
ANYWAY, it's not even something bad that happended
i hav the right to decide
Bloody hell...
DAMn annoying
I can't give a damn any longer
Once i get too pissed off i can't asure wat i'll do
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, October 10, 2005
Hehe
THEY CALLED
Heard their voices
Called at the same time thou
muahahaha!
i'm Crazy
Byez!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Mondae Blues!!
It was at first
But then changed
Once i saw the problem statement
It's on beckham
His knee injury!!
See he make it tru in our problem statement
Yea...so wat ya expect!!
on ma toes
yipeee!!
I did some work
chronic inflammation,the phases,the sources..blah blah blah
U understand?
i c ya blur
it's k
nvm
I'm waiting 4 2 lazy asses to wake up
To get their butt out of bed n to msg me
ARGHHHH!!
11.39 redy yet sleeping
Stooopid gerard n ass prabhu!!
i NOE IT'S TIRING
They had a buzi dae yesterdae
I noe
But wat to do
I'm impatient
I wanan c them msg
I wanna c them call
Has been 2 daes since that tall pig called me
Can't blame him
He's buzi
Yet he msged!!
K la k la..m thankful
Gerard didn't call yesterdae
msg onli
Oh k..that pig gave a call..12.59 i guezz
Wat do u expect...
I SLEEP REDY!!
SO LATE WAT!!!
that 2 pigs ahhhhhhh
I'm waiting...
No patience...
Haiz!!
Eshwara...hope something falls on their heads
GET OUT OF BED
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, October 09, 2005
- Libra has great appeal for a mate who displays charm, grace, and harmony
-They prefer the best in everything, from good looks, to entertainment, fine dining and expensive clothing
-method of operation regarding personal relationships has a tinge of romantic rumbling.
-Libra may seek out newfound interests to keep them occupied if their current flame or mate has lost its luster.This is what gives them the courage to leave. They must have another waiting in the wings in order to break current ties.
-never wants to go through life alone and will not tolerate any down time living without a mate or lover.
-Another possible experience of Libra is involvement in becoming attracted to another who may already be in some type of committed relationship. Common sense tells them this may not work out, but the emotional longing needs they possess far outweigh the practical application of choices they may end up making.
-wants a mate to always look their best
-Similar traits that appeals to Libra is love of conversation with loads of evaluation done before making up their minds
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E ntering quietly, screaming in with pain ...
N othing is predictable.
D aily life, once taken for granted, now
O verwhelms.
M aking the shift from diseaseless to diseased...
E motionally, physically, spritually.
T oo much to bear at times.
R ising above takes every ounce of strength,
I nvolves every body system,
O pens every part ... touches every heart.
S isters, mothers, daughters, friends.
I n pain we stand together ...
S ilent no more.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
This whole year i've been tru alot
I've learned abt characters,the behaviour of guys,The value of trust,The meaning of friendship,The meaning of love
All this happended within a short time
Short period of time yet realised so many
I realli wonder y
Y all at 1 go?
Y is the atmosphere so moody?
So unhappy
Y r there so many things to b absorbed?
The characters..
Childish ones
Egoistic ones
Possesive ones
Tru every single thing, i realized wat it takes to be yrself
Sometimes...or shd i sae most of the times we go pleasing others
We care wat they think
We give in to them
We care less abt ourself
The selfless part
I'm likE this
Tat's y i keep on hurting myself
Then did i realise all this is not worthy
Hurt yrself n keep on pleasing others wen they don give a damn abt u
It's not wat u need
nowadays, alot of things hav changed
Once i was so bloody egoistic n stubborn
The egoistic part broke
It broke wen sam left
Egoistic part ruined my whole relationship with him
IF onli i realized it then n there
It wud hav made things so much simpler
Everything wud hav gone on smoothly
It realli gets u nowhere
Onli to deep shit n loneliness
Stubborness is fading off
I'm coming out of it
Everydae i'm learning something
It makes me realiZe things
vALUE them
Value the friends i HAv
I'm realli blessed i hav sharme with me
WE've gone tru alot
U won't noe wat we went thru
Never even can it be imagined
She was n still is by my side
She is there wen i face the probz
A great shoulder to lean on
I donnoe wat i wud be doin if i didn't hav u arnd da
Seriously i don't noe
Even thou i meet tough times, its gets simpler with yr presence
I can oways count on u
Trust
Another big thing in ma life
It may seem 2 b a simple word
Yet it means alot
Once it's broken,it can never b gained back
Even a small matter counts
Wen u break the trust u cause great pain to the other party
Watever it is we've got to b careful with wat we sae n wat we do
Guys...
onli 1 thing
I'M ON THE VERGE OF HATRED FOR THE SUCKY ONES
Remind u
not all
Onli the SUCKY ones
I've got to buzz off
BYEZ!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Commensurate with a love of the woman her revenge is.
her heart`s is a pearl which needs a skilled hunter.
The more beautiful way to let the her change her suggestion, is agree with her.
She makes you swallow, and intelligent she agitates your interest, and a beauty to attract you, and the softy wins you.
She is always afraid of the intelligent man who mocks her.
She will remain an unidentified riddle, while the man believes that he is being capable of his dissolution.
She learnt from the snake: The dancing.. The perfidy.. and long tongue.
She lights the fire by her smile, and she tries to extinguish her by her tears.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Ma lappie was dwn again
Now it's back
Sch's started
So far so gd...
Hmmm.. sec day alreadi ponteng
HAHA!
Went out with prabhu,gerad,sharme,suganthi n 1 BIG TIME ASS!
Was prabhu's birthdae
Wanted to go bowling
All kenna soathapal!!
haiz long story la..
NVM!
So we caught a movie
dark water
It wasn't good
but who cares...
We were having our own time in the theatre
Disturbing 1 another
That tall pig tried to scare me
Full of nonsense la darling u!!
Abt the ass..he just spoiled my whole mood
I tried not to show anything
But it just came off
I didn't expect maself to show attitude towards him
Tot that everythin wud go on smoothly
But all turned out to be worse
I didn't noe,i had so much things disturbing me n so much hatred was there within me 4 him
Hatred is the onli thing left within me that is there 4 him
I can never b the same to him
Never can i b my old self
NTN WUD GO BAK TO NORMAL
i just get so pissed off wen i c him
I just hate to hav a converstation with him
U might think it's unfair
But it's not
If u clearly noe wat happened
U wud wonder if such an ass does exist in this world
Probably, if u r too close to me
U might burn him dwn
haha!!
Nvm..abt that!!
can't give a damn abt him
wanna b totally away frm him
don wan anything to do with him
As long as i don c him, i'm okie
If i meet him... ATTITUDE SHOWS UP!!
O yea, logged into friendster..
A BIG SURPRISE!!!
Samuel viewed my profile!
o yea baby, eyes nearly popped out!
shocked..too shocked indeed!!
He said he don wan anything to do with me n stuff
Now..view profile 4 wat the hell?
This new feature is so pleasing...
*muakz*
These guys..haiz
Internally feel 1 thing but sae out smt else
Yaenna Yaellavo!!
I blogged a whole lot ah!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
