Tuesday, November 28, 2006
No one in this world can make everything which surround me seem perfect & worthwhile living, ONLY U.
i would love to circle u 365 days,24hrs
Can i?
i will love.
i was thinking of you and this was what i came up with. :)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, November 27, 2006
OH GOD!
My life's so miserable.
Even b4 enjoying the break, i've got the submission date for the next report.
Blardy FYP!
I HATE HATE HATE U.
i hate u so much that i wanna smack u hard.
Next wednesday we've got to submit with all the analysis and corrections.
Now i've got a proposal to do on traditional medicinal plants.
That's to get 5DA points.
That sumbmission's due on 29 dec,
3days before that i've got to submit my final report of fyp to the supervisors.
I so hate my third year.
I'm just waiting to get my ass out of school.
Its good that i'm going for that Self-realization course that mum's sending me.
700 BUCKS EH.
starting from 4th dec i guezz.
1 week.
6p.m. to 10p.m. each day.
Oh wait, it sound like an extra load now.
I'll die of stress i guezz.
Oh god.
grrrrrrrrr!
i so wanna run away somewhere far far.
I don wanna be here.
somewhere quiet & peaceful.
Yeah.
But i wanna bring him along. :)
okie,i'll shut up.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, November 25, 2006
I caught Happy Feet with my bf today.
It was such a cute movie.
hilarious.
i loved every single bit.
The HAPPY FEET MADE ME HAPPY!!
the cute pengiuns were entertaining.
All those small cute pengiuns, OH my how i wish i could just squeeze them and plant a kiss on their beaks.
haiz.
I don mind watching the movie againnnnnnnnn...
Anyone up 4 it?
Even my yaeli loved the flick.
haha.
Oh yea, it was heaven 2day.
Those chocolate coated strawberries and the oozing juice right into my mouth!
Oh my its heaven.
I can never get sick of those.
I wan more.
Thankz Mr.Bf for getting 2 for me.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, November 23, 2006
My grandad just called an hour ago.
I was having my dinner together with prinki,mani and daddy.
Mum answered.
She was silent all the way.
That's not unusual or something to ponder abt cos my grandad toks all the way.
The other party is expected to JUST LISTEN THROUGHOUT and wen wen he questions " naa sonathaellam sarithaanae?", we're supposed to sae Yes.
N the question was brought up by him nearly 5 to 6 times in the conversation once again.
haha.
My Grandad's unique eh.
Watever Nonsense he does,i salute him 4 one thing.
He makes sure he instills and drills that education is VERY VERY IMPORTANT to all the grandchildren.
He would take effort to find out what we would like to study further, where, how and try to know what our course is about.
Last week wen i went to his hse, he asked where i'm gonna do my degree.
I told him i am gonna try locally.
Then he asked the other infos,gathered them and started drilling.
"nee padicha unnaku thaan nallathu..nee nalla erupae, un pillaikaluku yaellam saeiya mudiyum,status errukum etc.Not forgetting, look at how the chinese ppl study blah blah blah...."
What he says is 100% true.
So coming back to the call.
He told my mum to send me to Australia to study.
Since it is more reconigzed than the private ones here.
He kept on drilling into her that yah it costs alot but her future is important.
Best part ah...take note!
i burst out luffing when my mum told this.
He had repeated this umpteen times during the conversation.
" Nalla padikira pillaiyoda valkaiyaeh kaeduthuraathinka!"
lol.
cute seh.
HE KEPT ONT TELLING MY MUM TO SEND ME OVERSEAS TO DO MY DEGREE.
my lady was saying "i was trying to tell him that i also wanna send u, u idiot only don wanna go but he doesn't give me an opportunity to tok!"
:)
I'm seriously blessed with all these ppl who worry abt my future,
who take an effort to think abt me,
who make time to think abt my education & life.
Seriously i'm more than glad to do my degree IN Australia.
AS i mentioned earlier, i badly wanted.
Till now i do want to go but the sec thought prevents.
I'm strong enuff..but my bf ain't.
He has to tok to me every single day,
meet me every single day.
The last time he even started tearing when i brought up this topic.
so you know,i'm like torn between parents and him.
Right now, i just feel so scared to even think abt going there.
I noe that my parents would somehow manage finacially but u shd noe,wat's bothering me.
But 4 the happiness of my parents i wud apply overseas too.
Afterall, can't they even decide this 4 me?!
Ah heck....
i'll leave it to faith...
Be it local or overseas.
N i realli hope u wud stand all along to support me ma.
Cos i realli can't express how i feel.
But i find it very difficult to go.
If i have to go, i still wud think twice ..thrice..even keep on thinking all the way..not becos i won't be able to manage ma but abt How you would Manage!!
But i know one thing for sure and that is if u stand by me totally with all yr support, i will be able to go over there and do it.I know that deep dwn.
I staarted off happily right, now my mood's upside dwn.
I'll get to bed.
Got UT tmr.
Cya,nitez.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
i so hate this uncomfortable sickening thought of my CE points clearance.
I so hate MED TECH faci n her class
I so hate this whole week cos i'm tied dwn with Tests.
Right now at 4.15 i've got Clinical trial Ut.
hmpf!
I so hate the ahhhhhhhhhhhh nvm.
I'm being fed with chocos by my sweet bf.
That releases all the stress.
my breakfast for today was 1 packet of M&M
:)
i so hate sch this week.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, November 20, 2006
i'll update u a lil
The past week has been no good
Just tiresome and troublesome i say.
The first draft of fyp report submission was soo stressful.
I got all those help for formatting frm my bf.
It was real good he was arnd.
Seriously,he was such a BIG help.
Due to the tight schedule of mine, i happened to shout & vent all the stress at him.
Yea that was bad.
He really went thru HELL that period i tell u.
Yet, he pushed them all aside and beared it.
He's wonderful.
And the words "ma i was deprived of u since u set on yr fyp work" made me take a second look at how bad i was.
I've still got the final submission of my fyp report.
Its due on 27 dec.
I've still got 10 more CE points to clear.
Alot of things do bark and stress me.
I've still got to make time for him, tution & my friends.
Yesterdae i attended a 21st birthday party with my family.
It was well.
But i've decided smt,i won't do up mine so grand.
I rather celebrate my 21st with my family at HOME.
Not 4getting him too. :)
I hate to be the centre of attraction.
Therefore, i hate all the celebrations which brings a big crowd.
Moreover its a real waste of money.
And the best part is that my mum simply agrees to all those points and she ain't the type who holds it big by booking function room and inviting lots of pepole.
See so even if i am about to change my mind, its not gonna work.
So come on i'll stick like a stubborn mule to that decision of mine.
But O peeps...privi,sharme,musolini,sasa etc....
I WANNA ATTEND YR 21ST BIRTHDAY PARTIES NOE!!
MAKE IT A BIG ONE IF U INTEND TO.
:)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, November 06, 2006
I just realized how much i've traumatized him.
Here goes the sms. wait b4 that my baby sent it at 3.56 a.m (middle of the nite k),05.11.2006!
Oei u slept ready huh? Basket no msg frm u at all noe. No gd nite oso la...wa laneh...nvm gd nite...can't slp ma! I keep dreaming about u and u keep telling me u wan food...so i keep getting up looking for food cos u hungry...serious la..not jokin..don luff!!
I tink he realli had too much of nightmare cos i never stop grumbling that i wan this to eat i wan that to eat.I didn't know i disturb till slp oso affected. HAHA!!
N that's why i call him the cutest guy on earth.
mINE is the cutest. :)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, November 04, 2006
I had a splendid day with my Baby today.
My bro had free ticks for this show at SP.
It's Actually a show to honour women entrepreneurs.
Also to raise fund for these Down Syndrome Kids.
The down syndrome kids did some play and dance.
Followed by my bro's sch's performance and other sec sch performances.
Overall it was a good show.
A touching one indeed.
I learnt to treasure the way I M.
IM gifted to have all the body parts functioning.
In good health.
Arn 80 ppl would have turned up.Yeah pathetic.
And that's due to the price for the show..27 i guezz.
All my bro's friends kept on commenting that him n i are made for each other.
On and on again.
hehe.
It's real gd to hear that n i feel so blessed.
I just simply love my baby lots lots lots as the days go by.
Sometimes,i just feel like getting married to him right away to be just with him 24/7.
THat's how i FELT TODAY AGAIN.
i didn't tell that doink,cos wait that doink wud shoot back cos I EXACTLY TELL THE OPPOSITE WHEN I'M ANGRY WITH HIM!!
haiz.
Anyway,we had a tok today and i felt that i've gotta change.
To make his life better.
Its not like i'm a taruthalae okie.
In the sense that,i've got to tone dwn cos my temper like SHIT!!seriously.N i noe he has nightmares with it. I've got to be more nice,reasonable and understanding.Cos he's a wonderful bf and i'm seriously blessed. okie this oso i can't tell him cos i EXACTLY TELL THE OPPOSITE WHEN I GET ANGRY WITH HIM.I simply throw throw throw words.
I don even noe if other guys wud take such gd care of their gfs or even have tat much of tolerance.
FRM TODAY ON,i'm realli gonna take extra care in changing.
I've been trying for the past 2 months.
But i guezz i need to push myself harder for the Better of us.
watever it is i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee u alot ma.
okie,i'm awaiting my cute guy's call.
tk care ppl! nitez:)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, November 03, 2006
I'm realli damn pissed for the past 2 days
Some ppl are just getting onto my nerves.
If they know what is the value of family,
If they had seen love in the family,
if they had mum,dad,bro,sis all awaiting them back frm the day's job or sch or watever shit just to have dinner together they wud be able to understand HOW IMPORTANT FAMILY IS!!
If they has watched hrs of television programme with mum,dad,bro & sis they wud know how empty it wud be without those ppl in their life.
If they had cracked jokes,played a fool with their parents they wud know what REAL LAUGHTER IS!
If their parents had given up the meal which they had bought to eat just for the son or daughter upon hearing they had skipped their lunch,they wud know WAT REAL SACRIFICE IS!
If their parents had worked even at this old age dealing with heavy machinerys and seeing their father darken day by day due to the HOT sun and All those wounds arnd the hands,They wud know THAT THAT TYPE OF PARENTS REGARD THE CHILDREN AS THE WORLD.
If their parents had sacrificed all those holidays trips just to save all those money for their KIDS education each and everytime,consoling both parties that OUR children wud send us overseas in the near future,they wud realise the WHOLE MEANING OF FAMILY!!!
If their parents had spent 1/2 of their yearly leave just cos they were hospitalised or dwn with fever just to be beside them to take care of them,they wud realise that no matter how much u do to pay those parents back u will never be able to settle it.
*love
*Shelter
*good health
*money
*education
*clothes
*life
*knowledge
are all given by them. NOT BY ANYONE ELSE!
So those ppl who noe nuts shut yr gap up rather than tokin cock.
So many idiots worship parents who don't even fullfil any of the ones stated above,so wat shd a person do if their parents are doing ALL OF THE ABOVE N EVEN MORE THAN THAT?
No FRIENDS or anyone wud be willing to give their life 4 U,But yr own PARENTS!!
So wat's wrng in giving so much of money or even our life for OUR PARENTS?
Ppl aren't doing a sin by regarding FAMILY to be the first and the rest next.
Anway that's how it shd be.
Those who haven't felt FAMILY love will NEVER UNDERSTAND cos its just not words more than that.
For watever shit these crap ppl are doing now, in their old age that's where they wud be sent to the OLD AGE HOME BY THEIR CHILDREN I GUEZZ, COS THEY UNDERSTAND NUTS ABT FAMILY.sO HOW ON EARTH WUD THEIR CHILDREN?!!
N they can't seem to respect ppl who love their family rather disgrace them.
so sick.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
I caught Vallavan yesterdae loh!!
wooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Somemore,i was having high fever.
My eyes yea let me tell u abt that.
Burning sensation.
Yet i caught it with him.
The movie was amazingly Impressive i tell u.
Reema Sen acting was good man.
Egoistic,Temperamental together with the bigger spice of Mental Disorder.
Simbu was that darn cool and handsome in that movie with the beard.
muahaha.
Wait,NOT AS HANDSOME AS MY VICKRAM,SANJAY DUTT ETC.ECT.
chupppp.ya okie they r old.
SO what? Old is gold.
Okie coming back to the movie.
Ahem*
it was good.
Worth going all the way even with my high fever and running nose.
Now i'm awaiting BEEMA!!!(is tat how i shd spell?)
watever la,its vickram movie.
My yaeli!!haha*
if u're gonna c this, then let me tell u...
No matter how much i shout at u,
I'm still madly in love with u!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
