Thursday, September 28, 2006
My blog looks more like ageing and dying
So let me try to say smt
To fill up the space
To make sure it ages but not dying man
Ermm, i caught John Tucker Must Die on...oh shit, i 4got!!
on erm..Tuesday!! yup tuesday.
I desperately wanted to catch it.
It seemed so stupid and funny in the tralier.
N so i caught it..anyway he wanted to catch that too.
It was very comical.
U noe,gals getting it back at the guy for breaking their hearts cos he's such a flirt.
But their getting back is totally different.
It's soooo stupid.
They stick camera to the gal's bra strap and she gets wet in the rain. So it ends up that the electricity passes wen they kiss. haha. damn cute.
I seriously enjoyed the scene where he brought her on this ship where its just super romantic and beautiful.
Actually its more like a cravin now man.
Okie,gtg back to my class work.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, September 25, 2006
| You Are 3: The Achiever |
You're confident and competent - with a lot of energy.
Eager to reach your goals, you are aambitious and competitive.
You are good at movtivating yourself and motivating others.
You're also a charmer, with a great sense of humor. |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, September 23, 2006
my vegetarian thingy has started.
Poor me,it onli finishes on the 18th of october,if i ain't wrng.
Since i had been born..it had deen all vegetarian snacks,food for my birthday.
Argh!!
Years of it man.
K forget abt that,i brought up the vegetarian thing cos we went to Ramakrishnan mission today.
We as in my family together with the neighbours family.
My mum and dad wanted to do some free food service to the boys home.
I tell u,offering food to them is 101 times better than giving it to all those ppl who don't appreciate it.
There were arnd 30 kids onli wen we went there as the rest had gone for some excursion.
All primary school ones.
They come due to different probs.
Single parent...
Uncontrollable kids...
Financial difficulty ones...
There were this 5 BOYS frm the same family left there cos dad's not alive and mum's not able to bring all of them up.
U noe..the boys kept thanking us for giving them food.
They were so chatty and lively.
Kidding among themselves and all.
There's so much of a discipline there.
But there ain't love
That's the major emptiness.
When leaving the place,i just felt so sad
sad for the boys.
AS in they appreciated us so much,
They felt so happy to see someone serving them food,smiling at them,asking them if they need more,chatting with them...!!
This shows that they aren't present there,onli wen ppl go in.
I mean love would make thing better.
Change things.
Change man.
Change yr life.
Everything blossoms wen love evolves.
Wen i earn well enuff in the near future,i've told myself to give as much for poor and needy to help them out.To make them happy.
Yes i realli badly wanna do that.
U noe...i've got a bf who slps round the clock.
And it irritates me to the max.
He goes to bed at 10 am in the morning and he slps like a dead corpse.
Its 8.55 right now,can u imagine...HE'S STILL SLPING LIKE A LOG.
My goodness....
Luckily he's not married to me yet,else i'll pour hot water on his face.
ARGH!!!
Orphan ones.
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Monday, September 18, 2006
sINCE YESTERDAE I'M HAvING A HEADACHE
hard time
it suxz.
I feel all so so so dwn
U noe my GPA is so damn puking.
Its soooooooooo low.
By the end of the 6 semester,even by puttin As i can onli push it to 2.3+
So u see how badly i've done.
By putting in all As for the upcoming module and this is what i can push it to.
I skipped and slacked alot
I realli hate mysellf in this.
Wen it comes to the end,here i am regretting yet ntn can be undone.
I tell u,this is the worsttttttttt moment of my life.
Overseas uni's are easy to get with such a GPA.
Its ntn like there's none but locally private unis are tough
Pure tough man.
Oh damn shit.
I can't slp
I can't get a peace of my mind
Yea i noe so many of u reminded me,
Yet i was so carefree...
Now i'm sufferring
so don repeat the advices
cos it makes me feel EVEN much much more guilty.
I'm all so shattered man.
How the f can i graduate with a GPA of 2.3+ or 2.4?
Obviously i'll get my diploma and be out of poly but the damn thing is the GPA is soooooooo low.
Its so shameful
I ought to be screwed up by my mum when the results are out.
Dammit.
I'm not even having a single sec of peace
Its so traumatizing since yesterdae.
I just feel soooo lousy
I donnoe wat to do
Wat to sae
WHere to apply with those shitty GPA!!
I just e-mail Univerity of Deaking,University of Newcastle and Universtiy of Queensland for GPA infos and how am i supposed to apply.
U noe last time i badly wanted to do my degree overseas.
Now I DON'T WANT!!
How m i supposed to put a burden of 30-50k on my parents shoulders?
How am i supposed to leave him n go?
its EVen tortouros to think all this.
It not like he's okay with overseas n i can just go offfffff....
N its not like i can cope with it toooooooo....
N its not like my parents are rich too...
Finding a scholarship yea is fine.
But other things matter to.
This blardy problem doesn't lead me to any way out noe.
Its like crying over spilt milk.
Wat if i got no choice and i have to go overseas to do it?
How the heck am i gonna explain to him!!!
As what he saes i can't push him into this cos he reminded me thousand and 1 times not to slack.
U noe..everythings arrowing AT ME not away from me.
Wen my friend have gotten a GPA of 3+..
I'm slogging at 2+
fucking dammit.
I have to blame myself and no one.
If onli i did cut dwn from 12C+ to 6Bs it would have been much greater and the GPA would have been higher...
N i would have been happier.
At least a 2.8 is better.
Wat f have i got.
wa lanehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i've lost my mood for everything.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, September 15, 2006
| You Are 50% Angry |
Generally, you are not an angry person.
But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper.
And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful.
You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often. |
| You Are 20% Evil |
You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want! |
| You Are 63% Feminine, 37% Masculine |
You are in touch with your feminine side.
Sensitive, intuitive, and caring are all words that describe you.
And you're just masculine enough to relate to both men and women. |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
i came here for lab
Fyp
AT 9AM. we started
i woke up at 7.15a.m just 4 this damn damn fyp lab
Start early end early alllllllllllll BULLSHIT.
Its 3.12 right now.
We wud most prolly end at 4.30 onli
Damn sucky.
I hate tis terribly.
Mondae tuesday..we've gotta come back
Timings gonna b the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I so hate the blardy FTIR machine
so much of pumping
Hand aches man.
Idiot stupid blardy project.
It all started off with a very bad mood today.
mY gOD DAMn hair is sooooooo short after a cut.
Just sholder length.
The stupid hairdresser call this a trim.
F***
Worst still,she washed off the blardy chemical with 15 mins.
Now i've gotta go back on monday again
Solid 5 hrs..such a bitch.
I'm so mad.
Mad with the hairdresser.
Sucky idiot
At least my parents make me feel better
SO much better.
They say the short hair ain't that bad after all.
My dad said its nice.
hmmm...I'm moving on with his encouragement.
If not i wud be glued to my hse
I so hate u.
U made me feel bad and worst.
I HATE U!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
i can't get to slp
Firstly cos,i'm gonna rebond tmr
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
iT oways feels like the first time
Thou i hate and dread the pain
its painful
I MEAN ITS REAL PAINFUL.
but,which gal wud mind all the dreaful pain in the head and the arse for the return of 6 months good look?
I wudn't loh.
haha.
mummy gave me money.
sO sweet.
I save my tution money seh.
No need spend.
I'm looking for a tution assignment.
Anyone got LOBANG????
pls do let me noe.
I'm going desperate for money.
Thanks for the mighty help.
My birthday's next month.
How nice....
I'm waiting.
Cos its 2 gifts man.
Birthday + 1Year anniversary.
I love it.
It just seems like yesterdae and we've gone thru so much.
hmmmmmmmmm...
Back in blogging world.
Frm my room,i can see the opposite block.
I wonder hwo it wud look...
Wat the scence would be like if the whole block just collapses.
I mean its so huge.
Gigantic.
Enormous.
With all these windows ,corridors... More like holes if u see it as 1 hole piece.
Wierd isn't it?!!
lIFE'S VERI WIERD.
who came up with ABC?
Who even thought that we humans should be educated?
Who even started it?
How did the whole education thing come up?
On what basis did 1,2,3...u noe no.s come up?
Who came up with words?
How did they even know that this is A pen?
I really wonder how all this started.
I oways do.
Under what basis did we start all this.
Under whose believe did we trust and did all these..followed all these..practised all these?
But watever it is i love my life.
I love myself.
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my family.
I love love love my bf
N i love love love love love my friends.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, September 10, 2006
i really feel so lazy to blog
SUPER DUPER LAZY!!!
But i'll just say a lil b4 anyone floods asking me to blog.
I caught LITTLE MAN
Its k
TO me
Just an okay movie.
My boyfriend enjoyed it alot.
Cracked up.
I managed giggles here and there.
Look,i can just see it from the point of a baby doing all this blardy gross acts.
I mean he's supposed to be a baby
N that's how he managed to get into the hse right?
But instead of doing all those baby acts,He's having sex with the mother,
Grabs the boobs of the pretty sexy neighbour.
Nothing but sexual excitements thou i understand he's actually an ADULT WHOSE JUST ACTING LIKE A BABY.
But the thing is that..he's SUPPOSED OT BE ACTING LIKE A BABY.
Not like a sex maniac adult form of baby.
I found it so damn BLARDY GROSS.
even till now,i still think that the comedy was a big failure because of its sooo catchy sexual stuff puttin a baby into the appearance.
I simply don get it.
ANyway,tat's my opinion.
I guezz the ones out there aren't like me
They just see it frm the comedy and the adult point of view.
Hmm...
That's u!!!
I've got to do this report...
FYP.
Gotta submit on tuesday
N i can't get myself going at all.
Argh!!.I don't mind doing sch work but fyp sucks the shit blood watever f out of me.
tHIS WHOLE WEEK I'M GONNA GO FYP.
LAB SOMEMORE.
SICK SHIT.
tmr i following him to dental.
At last that doink's gonna go after so much of a push.
kiddy.
haha.
Today's RUbini's birthday.
My aunt's daughter.
Turning 4 this year.
Right now,i should be in her house.
Being part of the celebration.
Having fun.
Chatting whith everyone.
Luffing.
Eating.
Watching all the kids play.
Organizing games just 4 them.
Talking to durga.
More to gossiping.
Bullying each other.
Luffing the heart out.
I can virtually picture myself there.
Hear the actual sound.
SEE the actual sight.
I swear i do.
That's cos it happens every year without fail.
We get together as a big family.
Uncles,aunts cuz,friends etc.
All happy and lively.
Waiting to see each other.
Expecting every single memeber of the entire family to be there b4 blowing off the candles.
THe whole lot of 15 members.
This year,my aunt just called up my mum to ask her and priyanka to follow.
U noe..its nvr like this b4.
Once,everything was put to hold if i wasn't gonna attend.
She wud force me to come.
Now she's reacting till like this.
She can just ignore me.
Get me out of the whole pic
Out of the whole celebration
as if i'm unwanted,
i've did a big sin.
I mean where's all those mutal understanding.
Just becos as a cuz,she told all cock abt me...as a aunt are u supposed to believe all this shit?
Aren't u mature enuff to noe?
My aunt's thinking that i'm totally mad at her for informing my mother that i've got a bf!!
I say this is ridiculous.
I'm not mad at her.
I'm only mad at her for scolding my mother a fool and believing the bitch's words!
More to scolding my mother actually.
But she's so pro in assuming that she's got it all wrng.
She doesn't seem to tok to me
Neither invite me 4 anything.
fine.
its k.
I'm not waiting to be with her or to tok to her.
I just feel SO AWKARD AND PAINFUL.
cos its nvr been like this.
I've oways been with the whole lot for functions.
I've oways seen the love down there.
For 14yrs,it was all FAMILY AS A WHOLE.
My mum,dad and the little one went to her hse and just came bak frm their hse.
My mum teared the momemt she saw me.
My aunt's husband couldn't even open his fuckin mouth and welcome my parents.
They didn't even ask a single question of y i and mani didn't come.
Neither did durga's family.
Durga didn't even respond to my mum's qn.
Simple qn of have u eaten?
My mum just said that they didn't even give respect.
U noe it hurts so much to see my parent's being discriminated by the most sinful idiots.
My parenT'S DON DESERVE THIS AT ALL.
tHEY WENT FOR THE CHILD'S SAKE.
but haiz...
U noe sometimes....it just show's that even yr own mum's siblings can be so shitty,full of crap,egoistic and status consious that the own blood is so harsh.
Wat more wen it comes to friends?
I simply hate all those idiots who are doing this.
They'll pay 4 this!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
ahhhhhhhhhh....
I found this.
This goes for OCTOBER!!
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. (C'mon Gerard,here's the most important thing.lol.)
This goes for U piggy,August!!
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
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I had 3 strawberries coated with chocolate today.
5 DOLLARS just for them
My darling bought them for me
So sweet of u
Yet the strawbeery is much more sweeter than you
lol.
Okie,i won't complain anymore that u cheated me alrite!!!
so good 4 u.
I've decided to rebond.
Yea i noe i told i wudn't
I vowed i wud not
But i can't take it
I m i m i m gonna do it.
Next week...
N i'll BE TOTALLY HAPPY!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, September 04, 2006
It has been long since i posted
Till 2 doinks have been flooding the tag board
Ordering me to blog
None other than the GREAT Pna and SharrrrrrrMAEla!!
Nice eh?
okie c man i'll update u.
31st August went on super well
At last...his birthday's over!!
Haha.
All those cracking up of wat i gotta buy
Wat wud be nice
Wat he wud like
Allssssssssssssssss done
hehe
I bought him A tee from Jazz,
Made a mug with our pics on it
and
finally...
its k.
We went to Thai Express to have lunch
N his long time wish,
To go CHANGI AIRPORT WITH ME!!
SEE PLANE FLYING!!
i've done that umpteen timez with my father.
My dad's so crazy abt planes.
N now that boi is also crazy abt them.
So yea we went there.
The whole day was a great one.
Saturday morning we headed off to JB.
My family and my uncle's family.
Came back on Sunday night
Pretty nice trip i shd sae
I've been there again umpteen timez.
And each time i go there,i long to be back in S'pore.
Cos its no fun.
But this time round,the food was good.
The HOTEL we stayed in,Putri Pacific Is CLEAN TO THE MAX.
It felt like heaven.
My parents turned into angels,which made me crave for longer days to stay.
Free flow of cash.
We could do our Deepavali shopping.
My mum oways restricts in buying accessories,blouses and stuff.
There's onli no restriction when it comes to makan
We can buy all we wan.
So you see this time round it was totally different.
I GOT TO SHOP.
Bought a couple of things.
But the best was,the henna.
Its soooo gorgeous.
It's so bright on my hand.
Dark orange.
I regret just buying 1 cone.
Shd have bought more.
Just keeping it on for half an hour has made the colour so bright.
Those we buy down here,they are just useless.
Its so dull after it has been washed off.
The JB ONE IS GD.
REAL GOOD.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
