Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Can any of my Bendemeer Sec darlings enlighten me if Suzana's a Muslim, Hindu or Christian? I'm going crazy. I tot that she was an Indian Muslim girl all long when i was in sec sch. No sign of Hindu culture in her. Her name sounds like a muslim too.The bf said she might not be Muslim(they were in the same dance grp 4 sme time.) But i insisted that she is one. Recently she has started wearing pottu which is weird. Even if she converted recently its k. ( i suspect she did cos the bf's a Catholic!) I just wanna noe if my first guess was really correct. I'm puzzled. Don't ask me y im wondering abt her alrite!!! She's oways the one doing weird stuff. I hardly tok to her and can't even recall having conversation with her yet she nvr fails to send me testimonials on occasions. There r plenty sent by her that i felt so guilty and so as to clear tat i sent her a pathetic one written 'Happy Valentine's Day. Have a blissful one'.Well thou it was pathetic, i did mean what i said alrite. So don give me that look! Just tell me what's up with this gal man!! Gosh of all times, my break time is spent blogging abt her. God, what's m i doing??
Catching Fool's Gold later with the bf. After a freaking long time we're going for a movie.
Review,later.
Bf u are greatly missed!
Big hugs and kisses are needed. what makes me want that everytime? i really wonder.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
This Guru is just delaying my payment.
Delayed it by a week,even after i sent an sms.
He doesn't bother to reply. Today i smsed again and seriously it wasn't shocking, he didn't reply.
I was so polite in the blardy sms thou he had pissed me off. When i called he claimed that he wud transfer tmr. Instead of 160, he can jolly well pretend and further tick me off by saying it's 150 dollars right?! He's always delaying the payment. I've to go after him like a loanshark every now n then. Its definetly on purpose cos he doesn't seem to acknowledge my sms.After i ring him up, he's got the blardy guts to tell me that he recieved and yet continue delaying! I'm so fucking pissed with him. I give my full 100% when i teach his daughter. Often, i stay back for extra 30-45 mins just to make her understand certain topics(i don even charge for that).He wants everything good on his side but fucking rotten on my side. What kind of a big fucked up man can he be!!!! I'm gonna tell him off to pay me directly on the 4th lesson itself by cash. He's a discipline master and wife's a nurse. Don tell me they r in finacial crisis when they've got a maid and often go on short trips! He and his stupid Transferring! Fucked up Man! Blardy fucked up!!
Hopefully my other 2 students parents pay on time!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
I just hate cats to the core.They are just so horribly disgusting and scary.
I hate to see them around, i dislike the mews, i dislike their fur, i hate to recieve e-mails containing cat pictures. N i just recieved 1. Bloody hell!! It was inside the toilet bowl. Oh fuck! Tell me abt it, i'm gona worry when i go to the public loos. I swear. I so hate this. Stupid stupid stupid idiotic sender! (N now u noe u might hav been cursed b4 too.)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, February 22, 2008
Done by the bf and sent by mail.
Simply surprised.
Love u Baby!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
I'm very much disgusted by some people who are just equivalent to animals.
I’ve noticed many a times that women are as bad, if not worse, than men for not handing up seats. Young men will often get up, but I’ve seen women - and some I know who have had children themselves - spot pregnant women and then look the other way. What is this world coming to? How selfish can an individual be? This morning i just spotted it once again. The ones who are seated just kept their heads down when the obviously-pregnant woman stood right infront of them.Any time there is a scarcity of resources (in this case seats) all civilized manners go out the window. The days of being courteous are long gone which I think is a very sad thing. Giving up seats for elderly is a secondary issue. Elderly people have just pissed me to the max that i give up my seats nowadays if they're limping, with a walking stick , handicapped, too weak or way too old. U c the reason is all that i've gone thru when i've got to board the bus at Chinatown. This elderly people do not queue up. Once the bus stops at the bus-stop, thou u're infront of them, they somehow cut u and just rush into the bus. That attempt would be by pushing you off, having their butt brush you and god noes what else! I'm so disgusted by these type of elderly moron freaks that i really give up those seats to an elderly only if He/She fits my criteria. There's so much of 'kiasuim'. Actually its more to their selfish side. And its very common among these Chinese Elderly people. Not being racist but as far as i've seen they'e always been the ones to create such unfavourable situations. Singaporeans are way too kiasu, selfish and ignorant of their acts.The goverment should make an attempt to educate the public in this matter. What would foreigners think of us when the majority of the Singaporeans are like that?! Speaking of foreigners, let me enlighten you a little. I've recently noticed that some foreigners rush dwn the escalators and not forgetting rush into the train so as to get a seat. What have we Singaporeans instilled in them? Is that a good take-away frm our Country?! We've got to be ashamed of ourselves.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, February 21, 2008
I was just talking to this collegue of mine,an aunty.
She was questioning me regarding my future and i was too puzzled to give a definite answer.
I've just got 1 big problem. I just have the zeal for many. R&D, 'Radio Deejaying', psychology, lecturing & journalism. And i so desire for each in the same way that i'm unable to disregard any.
I don't know how to go abt it but i've the strong desire to achieve them. I may be regarded as a dunce or even over-ambitious by another who doesn't really know the rise of my strong urge for each individual. I know that i'll be studying the related course for watever i've intended to take up in the coming years but i don't noe(at this point of time) what will be my definite career. Its more like learning the different things that i've got the passion for and finally settling dwn on the one which makes me feel satisfied at the end of the day. Ah, i tink i'll be satisfied with all since i want it! wat the heck? If i can do all the various jobs (which is impossible) i'll be delighted.
I've to keep in mind 'Young women senesce'!
I've to figure all out b4 i graduate frm MDIS!
Thanks to the aunty! She just made me worked up! * She spoke as if i wud go astray*
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
I swear i'm buying Singapore Sweep tic Next month!
At the rate i'm getting drained out, i c i need a wholesome value in the bank for a long run.
I can't be without cash, neither can i work at this rate.
I'll just count on my lucky stars for Big money.
I'm tired. V. much indeed. I've got practical in the evening(of all days, Good lord!).
Pray frm 2day on. The earlier the better!
* Awaiting the Bangkok Trip* (2 more wks)
My dearies let me noe if u guys want anything. I haven't set my shopping list but have gotten quite a long list frm the friends.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, February 18, 2008
Numerous examples have convinced me that God ultimaetly saves him whose motive is pure.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Just that this V.day my mum has given the unforgettable and the greatest gift.
An sms.
Least expected.
What would i say if that's not the usual Valentine routine of hers.
I was buzy with my work and sms were just pouring in.
Surprisingly, this valentine's day just brought me many many sms.
It was fun reading all of them. It just reminds me that i crossed their minds. And amazingly, Just too many!
So thanks to all my darlings who wished me.
Alright coming back to my lady, yea she gave this surprise.
It went with ' To my dear lovable daughter, love is..................................................................... and finally ended with loads of love,mummy!'
I was very touched.
She among the rest has made this day v.special & memorable day to me.[ Maybe cos she has never ever once wished Happy V. day in this LooonG years!]
Its not just an sms but something more then that, that brings me closer to her. [Love u Mummy!]
This shows that i still do love to hear my lady wishing me, pampering me, spending time with me & etc.
We are in for Pizza tonite. Thanks to that little sis of mine.
I've done a card for the bf! Specially done for him. Somehow i got rid of my laziness. U better be contented with the card cos i've never ever done a card on my own accord and given to anyone. So lucky u! Happy V.day Handsome Rascal. This is our 3rd V.day and i just can't wait to see u later on.Love u and its like heaven everytime i get that kiss frm u!
To all my darlings, HappY V'day again.
To all the singles, u're not alone. Stop comparing yr life to the rest. Yr very close ones whom u can spend this V day with are yr family and friends. Patiently await the time for yr special someone. Remember if its meant to happen it would. Enjoy singlehood to show that fun & memories do lie in singlehood. I strongly believe that singlehood rocks!! Some stuff that i once did when i was single can't be carried forward now. Yeah i miss those days where i owe no one any explanation, where i could just secretly admire the cute guy walking pass or just hang out with anyone i like with no time limit, where i could just wear what i like, where i could travel to the places that i want, where i could gather new guy friends & etc. See, there u go! i gave u the reasons to look up at singlehood and say it rocks! Alright both have their pros and cons and definetly im enjoying every single bit with him. Rock on ppl!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
I'm tuned in to blog in the mornings.
Blame my boring work.
I just couldn't bring myself to work this morning.
Reason: Lazy
I just realised that working is dreadful & skooling is heaven.
I miss those days. [Our Bendemeer Sec times]
Memories come flooding when i've got to pass by that area.
I miss those rushy last minute copying of Hmk, begging privi to help me to do art assignments and sewing, finding out the latest couple, matchmaking couples, drooling at Mr Kwok and Mr Yap, the times where i used to mimic Mr Murugan (he speaks thru the nose. lol,Every1 noes that), the gundu sasa standing 3/4 of the time in Mr murugan's class as a punishment and many more.
How i wish i could turn back time!
But i had all the fun on those days.
Both in Pri and Sec.
In pri i used to write songs with all the polluted things. [ A remake of the once popular songs]
My friends would luff their heads off and encourage me to write more.
I wrote many. I'm sure they're still holding onto the copies. lol.
I would disturb the guys when they're playing soccer.
I'll run to the canteen to get a paper cup, bring my girl khakis and start kicking the papercup[ pretending its a ball,cos the guys will never give us a chance to get the ball] and shoot it to the goal post. The guys would go complaining to our tamil teacher, Mrs Elango. Never did she once reprimand. One of her favourite student then. i was a terror at the field back then.
Oh and i also used to lie to my parents that i've got remedial and head to the playground with my friends.
And i wasn't even caught once. hehe.
Hopscotch, skipping,crocodile game and basketball used to be my fav in pri sch.
I love to write tamil compos and won many awards for my Pri sch. My tamil teacher used to send me for all the tamil essay writing competitons together with Dinesh and Anusha.
I still do love to write tamil essays. Maybe i'll take up tamil literature some time.
I was a regular writer to siruvar malar( if i recall the kiddy newspaper correctly) when i was young. It would get published and my parents would laminate it. *Grinz*
I guess they are still holding onto it.
Ihad a wonderful time in both Pri and Sec sch.
Each is unique and close to my heart for various reasons.
Nevertheless, i agree that i was notorious!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, February 01, 2008
Top 10 complains
1. My tooth aches big time
2. My hair is in a sucky state
3. Im in need of money
4. I want to buy clothes but where the hell do i go for money?!
5. When's the start of the next season of America's Next Top model?
6. Suddenly, i feel like im running a mundane kind of a life?!! This tot often comes and disappears! wHat the hell?!!
7. Its been 2 weeks since i watched a TV programe
8. Im so crammed up with sch work and papers that its driving me nuts.
9. When in the world would i be able to get a job in my sector?! i've sent in so many applications but damn they require experience. When no one is willing to give the experience how the f can i get it!! Available in the market meh!
10. When would he quit smoking?? That lung of yrs is sure prone to chronic condition Gerard and u're just making me worry all the time.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Naan tamil moliyil Blog saeiya poagiraen.
Mudinthaal tamil taeriyatha kuku pna ethai padi!
Just kidding. For the first 2 sentence ready donnoe how long you tiki tinari read man!
Haha, wen it comes to tamil the only 2 people who appear right up are privi and my baby.
Both the tamil got big kollaru!
Lol.
Finally friday's here. i was just awaiting the weekends.
Im so sick and tired of all this filing that i've got to do.
Just 2 mins ago i recieved another big pile.
*Shit shit shit*
I so hate this.
Everytime bully temp staff la basket!
At the moment the office like macham market.. so noisy. All yaking and yaking abt what they gona wear for Chinese New Year, discussing Abt the plants they have bought,....commenting on this and that! Aunties and Uncles will Nvr Change.
Im so waiting for it to hit 5.3o to get out of this office.
Oh god!
I'm always grumbling ain't i?!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
