BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

Friday, July 29, 2005

I Just had BK for lunch
Followed BY Chocolate ice-cream
WoOoohOOoo
Soooo Hapi after eating ice-cream!
THE TWO MAIN THINGS I LOVE IN LIFE
THE TWO MAIN THINGS I YEARN FOR IN LIFE EVERY MINUTE
EVERY SECOND
rain & ice-cream
Just bring it on
All day
I'm willing
No hesitation
No ignorance
No unhappiness
Total Cravin 4 them each n every moment

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I love ya dad
He came to the MRT to fetch me back home
Yea, of cos i do noe my way
It's just that he shows his love in this way
He was waiting for me
Once i met him,a big smile on his face
I was soo happy to see him wait 4 me
A feeling that just can't be explained with words
He asked for my bag
Even thou i refused to let him carry
Reasoning out it's okie,i''l carry
He still took it frm me
He was so concearn about how was school n stuff
It's just so nice when u r being pampered by the one who means alot to u
I do easily get jealous wen my sis n dad are close
Just can't help it
I'm prepared to loose anything 4 u
COS U MEAN ALOT TO ME!
I luv u lotsssssssssss

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Monday, July 25, 2005

I think it is better not to fall in love

Not to hand over your heart to someone else

Not to let another soul enter your heart

Not to take chances coz' you got only one heart.

So every time my heart beats faster

Every time it wants to break free

Every time it wants to be in love

Every time it wants to be loved

I stubbornly refuse its demands

Scolding it to quieten it down

Making it cry for its own good

Capturing it in its own house, all alone.

So every time someone wants to love me

Enter my heart and mind,

I deny my heart the permission to do so

Torturing two souls at the same time.

There is a lot of difference

Between shedding a few drops and

Filling up the oceans,

Between being sad for a few days and

Forgetting to smile throughout the life.

Between a strong heart and a shattered one

Between soothing rains and a violent stream

Between being sun burnt and

being burned down to ashes by a blazing fire.

And there is also a lot of difference between

SURVIVING IN LOVE AND 'FALLING' DOWN IN IT.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

i'm stuck
i'm stuck
i'm stuck

Past is traumatizing
Present is Torturous
Future seems like its leading nowhere

Let's wait n c how long n how much it takes
Ntn new to me

Anyway, came back home veri early today
According to me, its early
I came back at 5.30
Helped my mum
Spent time with my family members
After so LONG
Feel so good about it

Its been raining so heavily today
I just loveeeee it

I've got alot of stuff to be done
Clearing of my CE points
Getting my PP proposal done
Reading up on genetics,Biochem,Applied chem and pharmaco
My goodness, the thought of it just makes me MAD
I'm stressed.stressed.stressed.
HELP!!!

I've also got to meet my people out there
I'll meet ya guys soon
Truly sorry 4 making u guys wait
We'll meet soon

Went 4 vasantham star show yesterdae
Was veri fun
Live telecast
Something different
The last time i went was...ermmm sec sch
Debate i guezz
Boringggggggggg!
This was fun
The Competitors choice of songs were EXCELLENT
All the songs were veri nice
2 OF THEM WERE FRM KARTHICK's MOVIE
*Cloud Nine*

Actualli, i went to mediacorp twice yesterdae
In the afternoon, i went over to pass big bully my boots
They needed boots for 1 of their dance gals
Went together with sharme
He was asking us to stay with them at the backstage
But we got back home
Went back in the evening to see the show
Prabhu msged asking where was i just 10mins b4 the show started
SO SWEET OF YA
But it was sooo surprising when both of them spotted me while waiting to dance
Anyway, big bully was such a blur sotong
Prabhu spotted first
He then pointed out to the cock eye
Okie,after some time he saw
HE was smiling away soo happily
I cudn't resist too
Wen they got onto the stage they just rocked
While the gals were dancing n the guys were at the sides,
Big bully just made it so obvious
He even took out his specs and saw me and smiled
IT WAS TOOO OBVIOUS
Wen he called at night
He told me
"i was searching 4 u... n finally i spotted u!"
He was too shocked wen i said i noe that
Anyway, i also noe that prabhu spotted me first n u still cudn't but u tried yr best n finally spotted
He was TOTALLY STUNNED
"HOW DO U NOE LA?"
U just made it so obvious Gundu!!!
Yesterdae, was a great dae
Enjoyed myself
*winkz*

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Friday, July 22, 2005

Was Anatomy lesson today
Went to the lab
ECG and blood pressure stuff
Was fun
Examing yr blood pressure and reading the graphs
Not 4getting.....
The kiasu kings n queens
Why sia everyone kiasu???
Here it goes....
WE GOT HOLD OF THE stethoscope
we were snatching it frm each other n then posing as doctors
Taking pictures and calling ourselves DR._______
Wow..its just soo great if ya realli go thru it
Initally, Biomedical science was out of the question
NEVER EVER THOUGHT OF GETTING INTO THE COURSE
I was so crazy over Mass communication
Becos of my mum i took it
Was soo pissed of with her
Even shouted at her at the beginning
But hey, M enjoying it now
I realli realli do
There is a high demand 4 life science
In future it is easy to get the job
I can SAFELY say that
During Anatomy lesson big bully called
He was saeing he missed me & wanted to meet
hehe! Its soo nice wen ppl sae they miss ya and wud like to meet ya
U realli feel great at that point of time
*U realli do* believe me!
So he said he wud be coming dwn to sch if he had the time
He was buzi
After my sch ended, i msged him askin if he wanted to meet
Ended early todae
3.30
Two teams only presented

He was still at serangoon
so i thought we cud just meet some other time
Anyway, the thought of carrying my laptop and my labcoat just made me irritated
But he wanted to meet at Chinatown
Okie, so left my labcoat in the cupboard
Hopefully, the kundu security guard Mary does not dispose of it!!
*kadavulae help me*
Met at chinatown... he came to the MRT station cos i donnoe where the heck was the NEW BRIDGE ROAD!!
O yea, his usual comment...
"u arr, every place also donnoe..u live in singapore or somewhere else?"
Its not my fault...
which loosu will go chinatown?
Somemore MANJAN place
Bloody MANJANS!!!
Was totally shocked wen i saw him with Tamil(his dance grp member)
THAT ASS DID NOT EVEN MENTION THAT HE WAS WITH HIS FRIEND
If i knew it earlier i wud not hav followed
But anyway, it was okay
Tamil was very friendly
Very respectful indeed
Nice guy!!!
So we headed to city hall as they wanted to get the clothes
Both of them walk SUPER FAST!!!
After buying the clothes, took the bus
They were goin to their practise area
I wanted to take train frm there
So followed them
In the bus..
okie big bully started tokin crap as usual
NO DIFFERENCE
He was so eager to view all the neo prints that i took
He kept on trying to get my wallet frm me
I was trying to save it
SOME OF THE NEO PRINT SUXED
Both of us were not giving in
STUBBORN.STUBBORN.STUBBORN
Wen he knew that ntn was workin out
The onli thing he cud do was..."okie don tok to me anymore"
For 10 mins.. i was trying to make him talk!!!
CAN YA BELIEVE IT 10 MINUTES
Sooo childish sia
At last i gave in [not willingly]
AND HE SAW ALL THE NEO-PRINTS!!
Anyway..he was grumbling..
u don sayang me la,
u onli msg me saeing u miss me wen i sae i miss ya..
Now after seeing me u got no reaction....
this n that!
Gdness!!..How can i?????
U need to be one step ahead in this case
Sometimes i realli wonder if his brain is still functioning wen it come to this issue
EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO BE DONE HAS TO BE DONE AT THE RIGHT TIME/SITUATION
Anyway, SHARM & I were planning to go bowling with prabhu n big bully
Told prabhu in the afternoon wen he called
TAT PANNI CAN STILL TELL ME, I HAV ALOT OF DATES.. I WILL CONFIRM LTR
NO dates will take place
U wait n see!!!
Asked big bully, he said he wud be free
N he wud come
Anyway..today was a nice day
I'm feeling so damn slpy right now
But..i still haven watch the movie
House of wax
I hav to see it today
Goodness, but i'm just too slpy!!
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- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Thursday, July 21, 2005

I love the rain,
The way it gracefully falls from the leaves,
To plop soundlessly on an unforgiving ground,
Soaking up the rain until it fades away.
How many times does it rain?
Are there many who know how I feel when it rains?
The rain takes the problems of today,
Which usually fills my day with an empty sorrow,
The pain and desolute despair wash away,
With the following of the rain.
Evanescently,
The rain will dry up,
As the sun’s rays pierce the sky.
They go into the air,
To come again another day.
Life returns to normal once more,
Continual breath with the force of change.
The rain washes away,
Sorrow, pain, and for a moment
It gives you the belief of innocence again.
So, here I am,
Underneath the pale,
Dropping leaves of the tree.
Hoping anxiously for my rain to come.
Outside with the birds singing
The sun shining
The wind blowing
And the leaves rustling,
Time keeps going on,
As I await my rain to come.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Yipee!
Lab wasn't boring
Was soo much of a fun
Realli enjoyed
O yea! with the photo sessions
Then after sch went to meet prabhu
Went to tiong bahru
To makan
End up chicken rice la
Tiong bahru CARROT CAKE SUXZ BIG TIME LA
Had enuff of it wen i was with big bully that time
Made the right choice
The Chicken rice was nice
Both of us ate that
It was my darling's treat
Okie we are going to Thai Express another day
It's on me!!!
U R COMING
NO EXCUSES!!!
Anyway, had a nice time
Talked about alot of stuff
Had a good laugh!!*tat's true*

Went to give tution after that
He went to play soccer
Yea,changed it to today cos sunday i'm gonna see the live show
With sharme
Hei..i'm looking 4ward to it
Cos of the dinner after that!!!
Quick..come on..SUNDAY!!WHERE R YA?

Okie there are 3 movies to watch
2 of them were the ones that i had planned 2 go to theatre to watch
But...
Cudn't make it
At last got hold of the CDs
"House of Wax" & "Cursed"
Got them frm jolin
But just can't find the time to watch it
Maybe saturdae...
Not maybe
Confirm Saturdae
Darling passed me 1 CD too
Hindi movie
He said it's nice
So sweet of ya to pass me the CD!
thankzzzzz

Big bully msged
Omy gosh was talking to him till 3.15 yesterdae nite
He was NOT SLEEPY AT ALL
He went 4 work
Went 4 his dance practise
Didn't seem tired at all
Phew!!
Anyway, was msging each other just now
Need to get bak to him
He shd be waiting 4 my call
Hopefully, he doesn't fall asleep while waiting

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

~~IN the lab with my team mates..
(joey,terrence,Tiam huat,Harris,Val,Fadzil & mYself)~~

~MicroPipette & other stuff used for the extraction of DNA! COoOol!!!~

***Okie,Tat's wat we call "slping in Class"
ermmm...my facilitator is on my right***

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I'm drained out today
Went to teach tution after sch
Bloody hell..soo many cats under the block
After seeing that
Got the creeps
Took a longer route
OMG,their fur just freak me

Today,Biochemistry
Lipolysis...lipogenesis...fatty acids
Wa laneh!!
Such a freakin dae
Wen the hell has Biochem lessons been fun

On my way to tution called big bully
He sounded real tired
He quickly asked abt the dream i had
HEHE!
Bloody stupid dream
Did not even slp after that
Don ever plan to tell me tat verse
It alreadi suxed in the dream
SUXED BIG TIME

Prabhu msged
If we are able to meet tmr for dinner
I WAN CARROT CAKE
PLAN ALREADI DEAR!!
Now soo hungri la
All yr fault

Sharme darling... we just can't get over it
I'm looking forward to our sunday evening
SHOW+DINNER+CRAP!
muahaha!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Monday, July 18, 2005

A lot depends on the type of guy and his individual personality.

He'll look at you, until you turn around, then boom, he's looking the other way.

You may 'feel' like he's watching you - but he's hard to catch at it

He may do something physical - like grab you in a play way, poke you, play with your hair...

He may be working really hard to pay attention to you, but doesn't quite know how...

He may ask a friend of yours about you - he'll say it's just for "friend of mine" that wants to know about you.

He talks to everybody else - but when you're around he turns silent, or chokes up.

You seem to accidentally bump into him a lot of different places.

He may not say a word to you, but he shows up in the same line, at the same movie, etc.

He'll give you a little smile from across the room, but if you get near, he won't look up.

Basically - the BIG clue is that his behavior changes when you're around (compared to when he's around his buds or other girls).

DEAD Giveaway - when you talk to him he turns red.
(Bingo - you can pack that puppy up and take him home...)

These are some of the more subtle clues - keep your eyes open - you may have more guys flirting with you than you realize!!!

He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
It may take you by surprise. You might have been talking when he was around and two weeks later he'll say, "Well, you ..."

His voice changes when he talks to you in a group. He may say "Hey." to everyone with you, but the "Hey." to you is a little different.

His voice gets softer when the two of you talk.

Sometimes he stares straight into your eyes.

His eyes get 'soft' when he looks at you. They change slightly or get relaxed around the edges. It's subtle, but you can tell if you watch...

( When he's near you or talking with you, his eyes travel in a little circle around your face and land back on your eyes. (Like he's looking at your whole face - then back to your eyes.)

He watches your lips. (Dead give away.)

His friends start asking you questions - if you haven't met him yet - they may ask what your name is. Or may ask you what you think about 'him.'

If his friends are paying attention to you after he's been staring at you - it can mean that he's been talking about you.

He tells you that you smell nice...
(No hidden meaning here - it's a good thing.)

He might act weird around you or seem very nervous. His behavior may just plain change when you're around.

If he's normally quiet, he may get louder, or vice versa. It's the difference in behavior that's the clue.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

What's a girl's hottest part?

________________________________________
What feature do you find most attractive / notice first on a girl?
30.6% - (1042 Votes)Eyes

21.6% - (735 Votes)Smile

15% - (511 Votes)Butt

11.6% - (396 Votes)Chest

4.7% - (161 Votes)Hair

4.3% - (149 Votes)Lips

3.8% - (130 Votes)Clothes

3% - (102 Votes)Legs

1.5% - (54 Votes)Skin Tone

1.1% - (40 Votes)Abs

0.7% - (24 Votes)Nails

0.5% - (17 Votes)Feet

0.3% - (13 Votes)Nose

0.3% - (12 Votes)Hands

0.2% - (10 Votes)Ears

Okie..this is not a fake ppl!
It's a real voting..Look at the results!!
EYES.EYES.EYES!
Now i noe..it's 100% true.
Guys do get attracted to yr eyes.
*WiNkZ*
Wat ya waiting 4..Don waste time putting on NAIL POLISH...
Eyes..DO smting to it! hehe!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

I'm spendin too much
serious!
Its way beyond control
I noe the value of money
But wat is happenin
My gosh!!
Everydae also i'm plannin to by something
FRM CLOTHES TO FOOD
Insufficent money
Makes me go mad
I wait 4 my pay
N get what i want
Whichever clothes i eye
They end up in my wardrobe no matter how expensive they are
I try all means to get what i want
IS TAT GOOD OR BAD??
Y sooo stubborn
Terrible!!
I'm spoiling my darling too
hehe!! i'm soo sorry dear..

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Sometimes I think you want me to touch you
How can I when you build the great wall around you
In your eyes I saw the future
Together you just look away in the distance

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Traditional
Libra Traits

Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable

On the dark side....

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

LIKES

The finer things in life
Sharing
conviviality
Gentleness

DISLIKES

Violence
Injustice
Brutishness
Being a slave to fashion

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Met big bully after sch
He was waiting under the block near ma sch
Shocked indeed
He came all the way
Thought he was just jokin
First time he was not wearing LONG SLEEVES
hehe!!
Met him with sharme
WE went to Tiong bharu to makan
All of us did not take our lunch
hmm...
As usual tokin rubbish
Wat will he do?
Ntn else
Onli bully
He had to b there 4 dance practice at 6.30
common wealth
Kept on insisting i hav to follow him
Tried my best to ESCAPE
Big bully didn't give in
Sharme darling was also invited
SO the 3 of us went
Met prabhu at the coffeshop
EATING western food
Left onli french fries on the plate
Eat soo fast
hehe!!!
Then all of us went to the practise area
Ranjini was there too...
was tokin to her for awhile
She introduced Suganthi
One by one..the dancers came
They were practicing
Nice dance!!
REAL NICE!
The steps were splendid
All the best to u guys on 24th
prabhu pani kutti n big bully dance till so sweaty
eeeeewwwwwwwwww!
PLS BAFE PROPERLY K!!!HEHE!!
Anyway was enjoying myself
Redzuan called at that time
Was tokin to him
Came bak home at 10 onli
Big bully called to check if i was bak at home
My sms didn't get thru
CAN THROW YR HP AWAY LA

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Sunday, July 10, 2005

I just love it
I bought watever i wanted
My list is cleared
Muahahaha!!!
Bought the high heel shoes
The black jacket
Earring
2 Bags
The top....Pending
I"ll buy it tmr
Definetly
Sharme, u r following me my dear!
It's always been like this
Once i get my pay
I get all the stuff that i want to
Soooo happy after buying them
SATISFACTION!!!
A pleasant surprise indeed
Bumped into Kastturi at Toa payoh
She's flying off on sunday
At least got to meet her
Was chattin 4 awhile
She claims that she put on weight
Babe, i dun tink so u did
U look just fine
Got her hp no.
Thankz 4 the beautiful comment dear
hehe!! i soo shy la!
"someone's gettin preetier as the daes past!!"
So sweet!
Thankz gal
U look great too
Muakz honey...
Have a nice time over there

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Blasted it
so enjoyable
The first surprise
Nishan
O if ya wondering who is nishan?
He is ma darlin nisha's guy
They make a great couple
He looked great
His height
super tall
180+
Sam was 175
nishan is taller
hmm...tall guys..just look great
hei.hei,i do noe la..ma frendz guy
It's just that i m statin my preference
Tall guys just attract me
hehe!
Celebrated sharme's birthdae in swensens
supposed to be there at 11.30
but everyone was late
delay.delay.delay
we met arnd 12.10
At the swensens...nisha and i did some stupid stuff
Grabbed one of the balloons over there
and wrote "happy birthdae to sharm and Anis"
the nonsense gal kept on laughin n the balloon kept on shaking
shit u!
so much trouble b4 i finish writing
called Nishan to come over and draw smt
but he said it just looked great
We had our drinks
Cut the cake
Were feeding each other
Not onli the cake
But fries too
All *gila*
Too excited
It was sooo much of a fun
Was so into Nishan's shades
Looked great
The colour blue
He passed me the shades cos i kept on pestering
Hehe!
After cutting the cake,i left to meet prabhu
He was there at PS..
Came to buy shoes
Hei, u looked great dear
Serious!!!!
Was tokin to him
His friend Gerad was there too
Just said "Hi"
All the time tokin to prabhu
Indeed tokin rubbish i guezz
Tellin him to buy beer and stuff
tokin crap all the way
Not onli me. He also tok crap
Hehe!!
Sharme & nisha came over later
Introduced them too
Prabhu!! u shocked me by wishing her
Thought u the shy shy type dei
Not bad ah
NOT BAD!!!

But had to leave soon
Nisha wanted to buy ear stud for Anis
So we went over to 77th street
After buying the ear stud we decided to take picture

Bumped into prabhu & Gerad again
pani kutti went to pizza to eat ah
CAN TELL ME SOMEMORE
SO UNFAIR
I NOT HAPPI
WE ARE GOIN NEXT WEEK
HEARD THAT
WE ARE GOIN

All of us wanted to take picture
Went to Istana park
Took so many shots
Realli crazy ppl
Took so many
Till i got sick n tired of posin
But it was SPLENDID
After takin pictures nisha,nishan & maan left
Sharm n I went to bugis
Planned to take neo print
Then head to causeway point
"war of the worlds"
But due to time constraint
we went to Bugis
Took neo print
Dropped the idea of the movie
we shall watch it next week dear
The neo print was fantastic
waiting for it to be scanned as soon as possible
upload it in friendster
QUICK.QUICK.QUICK
The pictures just turned out soo well
Especially the one in pink
Great!!!
I was soo kiasu
Wanting to be the first to see the pics
hehe!
After taking the pics, we went over to KFC
TOK TOK TOK EAT EAT EAT
Shopped around
Bought chains
We bought the same chains
difference: mine is blue,her's red
Walked arnd for awhile
then left at 6.45
she went to see her dad whose in the hospital
i went to the temple
O yea, i was in skirt
Indians.indians.indians
their looks just make u seem as if u r an alien
Can't be bothered
I did not do it on purpose
No choice,
imagine if i had to go home and get changed into traditional clothes and head bak
GOne case sia...wud b damn late
Actually, my second time to temple in Modern clothes
Phew!!
It would be the last time

Redzuan msged
Pani u...u won't msg me without reason ah asshole
Wan help ah!!!
Will let ya noe soon k
i'll find out soon as possible
Such a blast todae
just enjoyed myself
Sooo great
Next's Nishan's birthdae
will b meeting again 4 another blast
sure to saboh him
hehe!
part of birthdaes
Can't ESCAPE

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Friday, July 08, 2005

Tmr's SatUrdaY
sat.sat.sat
LouD
It's her birthdae
My darling's Birthdae
Sharm.Sharm.Sharm
Gonna Blast it
Tat's 4 sure
So excited abt it
Watch out the call at 12 Honey
First time indeed
celebrating together
After so much hurdles that we overcame
Strenghtened our friendship
will keep it tat way
believe it,we just love each other
Not lesbo's pls
True friendship
she's more excited abt the birthdae party
watch out honey,gonna be a blast

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Thursday, July 07, 2005

I know many of you worry about me - stop it - it’s not all doom and gloom here at a beautiful revolution. Sometimes life is Glorious. Sometimes, I wouldn’t swap my world for anything

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Went to sch alone
wed.it's her off dae
no partner to chat with
no craps in the mornin
mizzed her alot
cheered up myself thinkin of 11am
she will be right there in sch
waiting to see her
waiting to tok to her
walking alone towards the jurong east line
the pain became worse
stared at the staircase
the last place it all ended with him
everydae i m passing by
once i start nearin,he crosses my mind
hurts so much
wen she is around i pretend
every single dae,in the mornin i recall
wished that it did not end so fast
i can vividly remember how we were sitting there at the stairs
was in hot soup at the particular moment
his question "So how,tell me wat r we supposed to do?"
So much pain everydae mornin
but todae it seemed worse cos she was not bside
at least wen she is bside i pretend as if i m normal
she toks smt,and i get involved in that
but todae just couldn't
the date just made it worse
the no.6
so much hatred
on the 6th of march it was so worse
frightening when all I know falls apart
And all I knew was him
My soul saged with exhaustion
Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights
Weeping intensifies my anxiety
But ntn helped
None of the dae passes by without yr thought
i swear
i donnoe how u r coping
i'm just waiting 4 time to heal it
hopefully, it does quickly

Came back early todae
my sister mizzed me
i realised how much she mizzed me
she got so excited wen she saw me so early
for the past 2 weeks,i've been returnin back home at 9+
Was so nice to be back so early
took my long shower
had a short nap
was playing with my sister
i do mizz u too honey
she is just growing up soo fast
soon she wud be in primary 1
love u honey

he called wen i was in sch
was shocked to see the call tou
didn't expect it
he sounded alrite but tired
just came bak home
was complanin that on the 8,9,10 he won't be arnd
hmm..tiring indeed
my reception was not good
had to put dwn
but he called back
Not bad he remembers my birthdae
wen he asked his
i 4got
i was like 26 or 27??
then figured it out that it is 26
the month?Ooops, 4got
guezzing game: ermm, march?april?
at last MAY crossed my mind
took a long time to sae it
he was not happy tou
haha!
my weak point
don ask me questions so sudden
i panic
anyway,didn't tok much
arnd 10 mins or so

wanted to go toa payoh after sch
but couldn't make it
maybe on sat, after the celebration
tmr got to go bak to the rebonding shop
do it 1 more time
she better do it properly
sick ass
the bloody long hours
i just hate waiting
impatient.impatient.impatient
till now m like that
no changes

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Phew! i was not able to wake up in the morning. Omg,just suffered maan. So damn sleepy. The tot of biochemistry lesson just made it worse. Cherry Chan, the facilitator...wa...thinkin of her even made things worse but no choice had to get the dae started. Alreadi ponten 3 weeks continuosly. Imagined her sarcastic comments & her attitude prob. *Yikes* gave me creeps.

On my way to sch, something caught ma attention. THE SKY!!!!
I was just in love with the sky at tat veri moment. SOO damn beautiful. the colour.clear.the formation. Was tellin my darlin and she quickly said.."y suddenly so romantic?" haha! not romantic but...i also donnoe wat went into me la..*jeezz..m i alrite da?*

Noo sarcastic comments at all. Todae, she appeared smiley tou. wat went into her? NOT the terror cherry chan! Anyway, she looked like she lost alot of weight and was great in the maroon top.*winks* hehe! eye facilitator also. wat is happening to me?
By the way, it wasn't too difficult todae. We had to come up with a skit.tat's all. I was the ATP together with wen mei and guna. O yea!! kenna bullied in the morning sia. Not my fault tou,i was in the wrg team in the mornin. (ponten 3 weeks n 4got which team i m supposed to b in)
Guna's supposed to be in that team,not me.Everyone started disturbin. MATCHMAKIN AS USUAL!! crazy ppl. Crazy ppl. crazy ppl. I don even tok to him much. wenever we tok,it is like a question and answer section sia. haha. Luckily escaped some stupid stuff during the formation of ATP. thankz to shamini!!!

After sch, went to meet sharme's dad in hospital. Omy, her mum looked so young. she seemed like sharm's frend. I WAS PRETTY SHOCKED HONEY. ATTENTION: the security guard at SGH b4 the A&E area soo handsome sia. He looked great. Actualli i didn't notice him!!was sharm who alerted me. Darlin..we r supposed to go there to see yr dad and we also kannu kalluvu at the same time ah! kadavulae..!
kk,Had a nice chat with her parents.Left at arnd 6.10 4 tution. Supposed to be there at 6,then postphoned it to 6.45. I REACH THERE AT 7.30 SIA!! *MY punctuality suxz big time la*

Was soo damn bloody tired and sleepy. Was waiting 4 time to past. Hei, but i did my job k. taught her properly k. durin the tution mena called. then at 9 we met up. soo long since i met ya asshole. Met her sisters too. had a long chat. as usual crap and made fun of each other. We were double checkin with each other if we were att. or hav anyone up in mind. HAHA! .tIRUNTHATHA JENMAMS LA.
* WE'LL catch up soon k darlz*

1 thing is soo exciting. Daling's birthdae's on fridae. will b celebratin on sat. Just waitin 4 the daes to past.

O shit just remebered, haven pay my HP bill.. goodness linae vaeti veeda poran lah!! kilinchithu!

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

IT just suxs big time. Life is full of problems at the moment. Went to sch in the morning. WAS rainning heavily. never do i mizz out on heavy rain. Mum, was screamin at the top of her voice to take my umbrella along... but who cares..i don do that!!hehe! so got wet!! GOTTA TELL YA THIS...ITS JUST SOO DAMN NICE WEN YA GET WEN IN THE HEAVY RAIN. soo damn nice..it's a different kind of feeling. Nothing wud give u more happiness than gettin wet in the heavy rain! *was fully drenched*

Yea, met my darlin and went sch with her. Everything was fine. Took my Ut, remember told ya had genetics test. Yea, dammit as usal never study 4 that. But yea, it was k lah.can make it. Once my test ended, that's wen everythin went wrg. So damn bloody sickenin. Donnoe who to trust, who not to trust? Every guy bastards u at the end! ARE they up to something. Frm close guy friend till Boyfriend bastards u. Guys just love being a pain in the ass izzit? don't they have sense? tHE MORE CLOSER THEY BECOME TO U,THE MORE FUCKIN PROBLEM THEY GIVE YOU! y the hell.... just can't stand guys anymore. tink u shd hav a limit wen it comes to guys. As the famous quote goes" laugh and everyone laughs together with u,cry and yr galfrends cry with u." that's wat happens.

He called twice. no mood to pick up even thou i cud if i wanted. anyway was givin tution at the moment. Ltr called him bak... he told me..ya made me worried noe! wat's yr prob,tell me ..sae it out to me. I just refused till the end. He told me he will call me bak ltr.wanted to avoid the situation cos i noe he wud make me sae wat had happened, but everythin also he got answer. told him mum would be arnd can't tok and he told me ya msg me wen u can n i"ll call. aiyoh!! kadavulae! yea yea, i noe he is tryin to be caring. Haiyah..oways my probz no one else can help...they can onli listen to me. I hav to deal with it myself. Most of the time i myself can't even come out of it.It doesn't mean that ppl who seem to be jovial outside hav no worries.

haiz..saw nisha darlin's hand. Yea she has the scratch but it doesn't seem like a scratch. A long one indeed and was black in colour. Got a shock wen i saw it. She still doesn't noe wat happened to her. * baby,u were possessed*
Anyway she was herself. was happi 4 her. So nice to see her bak on track.

Oooops, privi did not do it on purpose dear!!! hehe! now u noe rite... help me out in my bloggin...i'm mew here mah..muz seek advise frm the expert. Honey, we'll catch up soon k? *HUGZ*

As for MR prabhu, u piggy.!!.. he msg me onced he saw my blog and i was VERI SHOCKED. wanted to keep it confidential..yaellam ambalamaakuthu la!! hehe! Thankz for yr care and concearn dear. realli worried ah u!! thankz once again.

Redzuan darlin, u don even noe y i left sch...onli noe how to scold onli sia. " u shd be gifted to do that diploma,y r u like tat, don do that again!" Dear, didn't leave sch for no reason. Everythin has a reason. Will call ya soon..long time no chat!! haiz..mizz yr power voice da!

Hope, i come out of everythin soon. Life usualli suxz.. but it suxz for certain reasons i guess... to let u analyze yrself who is the trustworthy ones among u! are ya trustin the rite one.. is he or she gonna come a long way? yea, more than this. still haben eat sia..not even hungry! no mood also but hav to eat,if not mummy would start screamin like hell. havin back pain and headache, just makin things worse. haiz..

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Monday, July 04, 2005

why do we tend to hurt the one we love???
and hurt ourselves twice as much????
why do we have to give even if we still want to fight??? why things go wrong when all we do is to LOVE???"

*~It takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone... but it takes a lifetime to forget someone~*

No One Will Understand..How Much I Really Love You But They'll Do..If They Fall In Love With You

The movie of my life starring you instead of me

The days i spent with u are like a tape play, rewind, play, rewind and play

- I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

Sunday, July 03, 2005

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To have a person like you around