<body> BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

 

...PROFILE

LAVANYA

*Singapore
*Libra
*Oct 11 1986
*Cravings for food
*Romantic stories & movies
*Luv to got to the beach
*Hate cats n sick of insects
*Awaiting the beautiful marriage life with my Darling
*Hidden love in books
*A complete family to treasure
*Adore cute chubby fat babies
*Good buddies who have stood by at all times

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    Sunday, January 29, 2006




    Bad weather isn't necessarily bad
    It can often be very beautiful
    Washing our souls from the hurt that we feel
    Washing our souls from the pain that is real

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, January 27, 2006


    You Are Lightning

    Beautiful yet dangerous
    People will stop and watch you when you appear
    Even though you're capable of random violence

    You are best known for: your power

    Your dominant state: performing
    What Type of Weather Are You?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;



    To be less Bothered
    Cause u just get yrself all wrong again with them
    ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

    Anyway,today morning this ITE balestier Indian guy was smiling happily wen he saw me
    At first,i tot he was smiling n looking for somebody else
    Then did i realise it was blardy hell me who he was lookin at
    Every time he takes the escalator,he turns back to check if i'm oso coming
    Did i just accidentally hang a board which saes i'm following u right behind like a puppy?!
    Dammit!
    ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

    I just had the perfect mood to dress up 2dae
    Maybe influenced due to the wedding that was held yesterdae
    N the new discovery that i can make-up on my own nicely
    hahahaha...
    N i've recieved nice comments from a few of my classmates
    The first one was Joey!!!
    "y do u look so nice n pretty today?"
    Seriously,i swear it feels damn good wen u recieve this type of comments
    U look great u feel great too!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, January 24, 2006


    I'm so damn sleepy
    I'm done with my work
    So actually i was just listening to music wen i dozed off
    Then i woke up n realised that my position was hurting n so left lappy in standby mode n closed the laptop n face dwn on the lappie
    hahahahaha...
    N u noe the damn irritaing part was wen i cudn't get back to sleep
    Maybe i need the music on for 24hrs!!
    I just simply get irritated wen i can't bring myself back to slp
    It was just a peaceful 15mins of slp that i went thru
    DAMN!!!
    so now pretty bored
    so tot of droppin by
    Listening to the ONCE FAMOUS SONG....
    MANMATHA RASA
    SOO damn blardy pop wen the movie was released
    It was so popular among the young kids,teens &adults
    I wasn't any exception
    I loved the song
    Was real crazy over it
    Loved to see danush & the heroine dance 4 that song
    Their body movement,the steps & the fast pace was just superb
    Used to watch it wenever i get the time
    But now...it's been so damn freaking long since i watched it
    Now, it's like its just another ordinary song
    Ntn special abt it
    No highs wen listening to it
    No swaying along with the music
    It's time for all the NO

    I just realised smt...
    I don crave for kinder bueno anymore
    I seldom eat ice-creams
    I don get all tensed up wen i'm late for sch
    I don just do my part of the day's work but read thru wat the others are doing and get hold of the infos too
    I'm oways done with my ppt by 12


    BUT....

    i'm OWAYS in love with my sweetheart
    Thinking abt him every minute
    Waiting for his msgs
    Anticipating his calls
    ~Hugs & kisses~

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Monday, January 23, 2006


    You're a Confident Chica

    You're a total superstar - and you know it
    Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them)
    You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself
    Your life is great - and you're thankful for every great thing you have
    Are You Confident?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, January 22, 2006


    Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

    You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.
    Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!
    What's Your Reputation?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, January 20, 2006


    Pinky just added me in MSN!!
    Can u believe it?!
    Oh pna...Yr eyes are damn big
    hahaha...
    Actually, nijam came online and asked me to help him out with a survey
    N so i did n we were chatting for a while
    N suddenly nijam asked...
    Tat day shabir tok to u right?
    N then i went..
    erm..ya! n actualli i tot it was u!
    Then he replied saying...nope! he came to my hse la..he was the one who spoke!
    I went...yea yea i noe!he told.
    N then i told him that that pandi vanished wen i asked abt his gal
    guess wat he replied!!!

    hahahahahaha.... yea la he attached!
    N i said Oh k..wondering this is the number ?!
    N just then PInky added me
    i approved
    N see how gundu he can be

    the first thing he said!!

    Asked nijam abt me?
    wa laneh..if he right infront of me i would have kicked his arse...
    as if he some pop star and i've gotta go arnd gathering info abt him like tat
    seriously...PINKY IS SUFFERING EITHER FRM DEPRESSION OR SOME KINDA OF ILLNESS I GUEZZ!
    so i told him...wa..wat manners u have..ponna gd la! No hi no ntn just straight to the point!

    Then that sway ass kenna me DC.

    after long i sign in back!

    N see the funny conversation!

    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    sori to disturb need some help

    Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
    aiyoh yaenna surveya?

    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    yup akka





    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    jus help me forward the survey to all those frens u have and explain to pple who dono me and nijam that we are ur frens la

    --nijam is my friend...since wen did this pandi become my friend...anyhow wack seh!--

    Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
    kk

    Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
    then u buy me kinder bueno by fed-ex for doing the survey

    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    sure gimme ur add la

    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    i send a bigger hamper

    Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
    u better do ah

    Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
    don put bomb in hamper all

    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    i send hello kittie

    Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
    hey sasi attached to one guy from our school rite

    i'm sorry sasa that i'm putting up tis! haha!

    Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
    yep yep

    N then i kenna dc again...
    N i'm cho happy cos no need do survey!
    hehehehe...
    Pinky's 1 hell of a funny guy!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;



    My
    One true
    Addiction
    Close to my heart
    My beloved, my inamorato

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, January 15, 2006


    I'm going all so crazy

    STRESS!!

    Firstly, i don have a damn fucking CCA

    Our blardy local University needs At least 5% of CCA

    I'm going nuts i tell u

    Its making me soo fuckin worried

    That i just wanna say the word Fuck fuck fuck umpteen times

    Since Primary sch days i've got a prob with CCA

    N all peeps who r & were close to me noe abt tis

    pls sharme....i noe u asked me to come for SA INTERVIEW n i didn't

    don tok abt it n make it worse 4 me!



    I just won't stay in 1

    I'll join in something which isn't hands on...example: Library

    U see..just scan books and shake legs

    Just rot dwn there

    I was a libarian in primary sch n sec sch days

    At least, im proud that i was a libarian till i left primary sch

    But in sec sch, i was onli in that CCA for abt 2 years

    Pardon. my 2 years is a different issue!

    sec 1! tHEN QUIT!then SEC 3!

    I went back in sec 3 cos i needed CCA points

    It was fucking important in the blardy O cert man!!



    I don't have a CCA...

    Wen i entered RP, i joined the GUITAR TROUPE

    i was onli in it for abt....erm....2 months!

    I came out of it very soon

    Firstly: the timing was like shit...onli ends at 9 and by the time i reach home wud be 10!

    Secondly: It's twice a week..thurs & saturdays... they burn MY SATURDAYS

    Thirdly: we've got tests n it was so damn hard mastering the notes

    Is it some kinda of a curse?!!


    I'm oways having prob with CCA
    Since Prmiary sch days...
    so wat shd i call it
    CURSE.CURSE.CURSE

    my attitude sometimes suxz big time !

    Oh god!!!

    I'm gonna enter 3rd year soon...How the hell will they allow me to join now?

    Obviously sports is out of the fucking question!!!

    tHEY NEED ppl in ICS

    Mum's saying go ahead n join...u realli need 1 so just go!!

    Just be a non-active member!

    Firstly, all the unwanted idiots r there... n i can't bring myself to enter it

    Secondly, if all my attempts to other CCAs fails n i've got no choice other than ICS i've gotta answer my him who is totally against this

    wa laneh...look at my pathetic situation which gets even more more more fuckin pathetic!

    I feel like banging myself against the wall

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, January 14, 2006


    I sent sharme home without serving her pongal

    Omy!!

    How dumb can i be?!

    Mum wanted her to come over cos it was pongal

    She came over n was dissapointed that my parents weren't arnd

    Basket...still can complain

    "Everyday see yr face in sch...then come all the way see here again!"

    Nvm...

    But seriously, i donnoe wat got into me

    Damn getting foolish by the days

    Eeeew..never have i been so damn foolish

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, January 13, 2006


    It's not raining today

    It's so hot

    Freaking hot

    I don like it

    I hate this weather

    $@*#!

    It was so damn maalu just now

    I went to the loo

    Left my wallet on top of the place just above the cubicle as usual

    Wen i was about to take my wallet b4 leaving the cubicle, it just slipped off my hand

    N IT just dropped to the floor n slided to the next cubicle

    My goodness... i was like..wat the fuck man?

    I was so blur...i didn't noe if she's gonna push it back to this cubicle

    waited for a few seconds n then came out thinking that there isn't anyone in that cubicle

    To my horror,a chinese gal opened the door n passed my wallet back to me

    She was smiling away

    I felt so idiotic

    My goodness!!


    Another sickening situation

    Nijam IM me

    I replied n then the person said im not nijam

    I was like huh...wat?

    Then he said i was in yr class last time...4E3..do u remember?

    Frankly, i 4got all the indian guys who were in my class

    N i asked him to tell me who he was cos i didn't noe

    It was shabir

    The PINKY!!!haha!

    Tat's the nick we gave him

    He has never opened his golden mouth n even uttered a single word to me in sec sch days

    I've seen him recently outside with his gal in bus 13 too n he doesn't acknowledge thou we know that we do know each other

    So it was shocking that he came n spoke to me

    Right frm the start till todae he is the same old shy pinky

    hahahahaha!!

    So had a short chat wen suddenly he asked if my guy's frm RP too

    I said no n then told him tat i saw him n his gal in bus 13 a few times

    There was no reply for a few sec n then all of a sudden he just wished me all the best 4 my future n then said bye

    wat the hell man?

    I was like..did i ask smt wrng?

    Ltr, got info frm sasa that that time wen she saw them out they were kinda of fighting

    But then...how will i noe that u fought with yr gal

    M i some kind of a fortune teller??

    He just ended the conversation just like tat

    He has nvr ever spoken to me b4 n wen he came n spoke it was realll shocking n there he just went off

    Siao blardy pinky

    As if my fault!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, January 12, 2006


    I'm all WRETCHED!!

    No Jollification!!

    Sweetheart's working at nights n in the mornings he's gotta get some slp

    N so meetings r so difficult

    Sobz.sobz.sobz

    EeeeeeeeeeWW...NS SUXZ N WORKING LIFE SUXZ!!!

    I'm all against it

    I can't stop him frm going to work

    Neither can i ask him to come to meet me wen he obviously needs to get slp


    Arghhhh!!!


    Sweetheart's apparently my only addiction


    Sweetheart...I love u lots!!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, January 08, 2006


    I've got Med tec lesson N med tec UT tmr
    N i didn't study a single tiny winy bit
    I donnoe y
    I can't find the mood to study
    I'm a person who needs the right mood to go forward in dealing with something no matter how small it is
    Can i blame the weatherrrrrrrrrrrrrr?
    I'm all sleepy
    Super cold
    N everytime i try to keep myself vivid, i fail
    I simply ZZZzzzzzzzzzz
    It's been raining since yesterday
    So can i blame the super cold weather which led me to laze arnd?
    The onli time i got myself all on track, was wen i had to go 4 tuition at 5 today
    N tat was cos..i cud get drenched in the heavy dwn pour
    My dear love warned me umpteen times not to get wet in the rain
    On the way to my tution place n on the way back i got drenched, while he was trying his best to stop me frm all my childish act
    Till he gave up!
    hahahaha....
    N u see...wat i did was just the dwnloading of the ppts
    Still haben study n DON WANNA STUDY
    I wanna take a shower right now
    N i'm getting sooo pissed off cos i haven settle dwn with wat to wear to sch tmr
    dammit!
    It just sickz me when it take sooooooooo freakkkkinnnnn loooooonnnng
    see wat i meaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnn!
    arghhhhhhh!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, January 07, 2006


    I'm all in love with my sweetheart
    I go all small,childish,girly,shy,& naughty wen i meet my special him
    N it happens every single day
    I simply love it wen he shouts at me wen i get wet in the rain
    hahahaha....
    I just love him 4 the way he is
    The caring n loving side of him simply attracts me
    I'm so lucky to have found u dear
    Full of hope, memories and desire
    U changed the way I feel about my life.

    I love you.

    muackz...
    O yea...mushy mushy ahhhhhhh
    :P

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, January 06, 2006


    Accidents do happen.i slip- i trip- i stumble- i fall & usually i dont care at all.but now i dont know what to do cos i slipped and fell in love with u
    the luv inside of me is true.It appeared the day i met you!
    I love my sweetheart many many


    You are White Chocolate

    You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.
    Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.
    You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!
    What Kind of Chocolate Are You?


    Okie...i've got to get back to work!
    shooooooooo...out of here!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, January 05, 2006


    PMS life SUXZ TO THE CORE!!!!!!

    ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

    i've realli got a problem out here
    Blardy mood swings

    I hate it

    PMS life SUXZ TO THE CORE

    i MIssed my damn UT cos of that

    N luckily, sharm helped me out

    sEEIng the pathetic situation i was in, she brought me all the way back home

    Love u many many darling!!

    But watever it is i still hate PMS life!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;



    I've got a real gd jealous sweetheart who made such a big fuzz over the new skin
    "I don't like yr blog..not nice! I hate it.."
    He repeated that too many times
    Since the pic is gone,someone's all unhappy
    The new skin sicks him
    hahaha..
    N since there hasn't been anything abt him lately,
    Someone's all sour

    erm..actually, i purposely did that
    Just to see yr reaction
    N i swear i expected this reaction

    I love u lots sweetheart
    I mizz u terribly
    ~Hugz & kisses~

    Ps: Onli 4 sweetheart eyes!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, January 03, 2006


    I'm back in sch
    N i'm enjoying it
    Lol...
    soon i will be complaining
    For now,i seem to be enjoying the opening i guezz
    So damn boring at home
    At least now i've got some work to do
    Some early morning bitching to do
    The redzuan look alike
    The stupid jacket he wears every single day to sch
    Worse still got khaki to 4llow

    Another ass whose popular in Rp
    All gals crowd arnd him
    Seriously, i don find any shit in him that gets all of them attracted
    Thou he changes his hairstyle n looks every month
    N yea, todae he's up with a new hair-do
    The truth is..it suxz big time!
    But...see the bees buzzing arnd him
    He's all sweet to their eyes i guezz

    That arse...
    saw him today with his gal when he took 111
    She's realli one gundu la
    She has this blardy stuck-up look together with "omy ,lord my world's gone!"
    Blardy pathetic i tell u
    Never have i seen her lively
    Even in the presence of her bf
    CAnnot make it la

    bitch.bitch.bitch
    hahaha...
    i'm bitching

    Cudn't really get myself to bed yesterdae nite
    All excited and small to the opening
    Sounds stupid and childish ah
    nvm
    My sweet little darling prink's in 4 P1 today
    All new
    hehe...
    Mum took leave to send her to sch
    Today & tmr
    She's all so excited to get her hands on

    Todae morning i realised i hadn't been updated
    HAhaha..i tink i'm updated quite a bit aren't i dear sharm?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;