Sunday, January 29, 2006

Bad weather isn't necessarily bad
It can often be very beautiful
Washing our souls from the hurt that we feel
Washing our souls from the pain that is real
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, January 27, 2006
| You Are Lightning |
 Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
To be less Bothered
Cause u just get yrself all wrong again with them
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Anyway,today morning this ITE balestier Indian guy was smiling happily wen he saw me
At first,i tot he was smiling n looking for somebody else
Then did i realise it was blardy hell me who he was lookin at
Every time he takes the escalator,he turns back to check if i'm oso coming
Did i just accidentally hang a board which saes i'm following u right behind like a puppy?!
Dammit!
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I just had the perfect mood to dress up 2dae
Maybe influenced due to the wedding that was held yesterdae
N the new discovery that i can make-up on my own nicely
hahahaha...
N i've recieved nice comments from a few of my classmates
The first one was Joey!!!
"y do u look so nice n pretty today?"
Seriously,i swear it feels damn good wen u recieve this type of comments
U look great u feel great too!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
I'm so damn sleepy
I'm done with my work
So actually i was just listening to music wen i dozed off
Then i woke up n realised that my position was hurting n so left lappy in standby mode n closed the laptop n face dwn on the lappie
hahahahaha...
N u noe the damn irritaing part was wen i cudn't get back to sleep
Maybe i need the music on for 24hrs!!
I just simply get irritated wen i can't bring myself back to slp
It was just a peaceful 15mins of slp that i went thru
DAMN!!!
so now pretty bored
so tot of droppin by
Listening to the ONCE FAMOUS SONG....
MANMATHA RASA
SOO damn blardy pop wen the movie was released
It was so popular among the young kids,teens &adults
I wasn't any exception
I loved the song
Was real crazy over it
Loved to see danush & the heroine dance 4 that song
Their body movement,the steps & the fast pace was just superb
Used to watch it wenever i get the time
But now...it's been so damn freaking long since i watched it
Now, it's like its just another ordinary song
Ntn special abt it
No highs wen listening to it
No swaying along with the music
It's time for all the NO
I just realised smt...
I don crave for kinder bueno anymore
I seldom eat ice-creams
I don get all tensed up wen i'm late for sch
I don just do my part of the day's work but read thru wat the others are doing and get hold of the infos too
I'm oways done with my ppt by 12
BUT....
i'm OWAYS in love with my sweetheart
Thinking abt him every minute
Waiting for his msgs
Anticipating his calls
~Hugs & kisses~
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, January 23, 2006
| You're a Confident Chica |
 You're a total superstar - and you know it Even if no one else does (in which case you'll remind them) You hate to admit that you're wrong... even to yourself Your life is great - and you're thankful for every great thing you have |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, January 22, 2006
| Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl |
 You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out. Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it! |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, January 20, 2006
Pinky just added me in MSN!!
Can u believe it?!
Oh pna...Yr eyes are damn big
hahaha...
Actually, nijam came online and asked me to help him out with a survey
N so i did n we were chatting for a while
N suddenly nijam asked...
Tat day shabir tok to u right?
N then i went..
erm..ya! n actualli i tot it was u!
Then he replied saying...nope! he came to my hse la..he was the one who spoke!
I went...yea yea i noe!he told.
N then i told him that that pandi vanished wen i asked abt his gal
guess wat he replied!!!
hahahahahaha.... yea la he attached!
N i said Oh k..wondering this is the number ?!
N just then PInky added me
i approved
N see how gundu he can be
the first thing he said!!
Asked nijam abt me?
wa laneh..if he right infront of me i would have kicked his arse...
as if he some pop star and i've gotta go arnd gathering info abt him like tat
seriously...PINKY IS SUFFERING EITHER FRM DEPRESSION OR SOME KINDA OF ILLNESS I GUEZZ!
so i told him...wa..wat manners u have..ponna gd la! No hi no ntn just straight to the point!
Then that sway ass kenna me DC.
after long i sign in back!
N see the funny conversation!
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
sori to disturb need some help
Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
aiyoh yaenna surveya?
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
yup akka
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
jus help me forward the survey to all those frens u have and explain to pple who dono me and nijam that we are ur frens la
--nijam is my friend...since wen did this pandi become my friend...anyhow wack seh!--
Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
kk
Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
then u buy me kinder bueno by fed-ex for doing the survey
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
sure gimme ur add la
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
i send a bigger hamper
Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
u better do ah
Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
don put bomb in hamper all
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
i send hello kittie
Guys tomorrow training cancelled please take note says:
hey sasi attached to one guy from our school rite
i'm sorry sasa that i'm putting up tis! haha!
Ŀăvãnÿä <|t's comprom|s|ng moves> In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love. says:
yep yep
N then i kenna dc again...
N i'm cho happy cos no need do survey!
hehehehe...
Pinky's 1 hell of a funny guy!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
My
One true
Addiction
Close to my heart
My beloved, my inamorato
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, January 15, 2006
I'm going all so crazy
STRESS!!
Firstly, i don have a damn fucking CCA
Our blardy local University needs At least 5% of CCA
I'm going nuts i tell u
Its making me soo fuckin worried
That i just wanna say the word Fuck fuck fuck umpteen times
Since Primary sch days i've got a prob with CCA
N all peeps who r & were close to me noe abt tis
pls sharme....i noe u asked me to come for SA INTERVIEW n i didn't
don tok abt it n make it worse 4 me!
I just won't stay in 1
I'll join in something which isn't hands on...example: Library
U see..just scan books and shake legs
Just rot dwn there
I was a libarian in primary sch n sec sch days
At least, im proud that i was a libarian till i left primary sch
But in sec sch, i was onli in that CCA for abt 2 years
Pardon. my 2 years is a different issue!
sec 1! tHEN QUIT!then SEC 3!
I went back in sec 3 cos i needed CCA points
It was fucking important in the blardy O cert man!!
I don't have a CCA...
Wen i entered RP, i joined the GUITAR TROUPE
i was onli in it for abt....erm....2 months!
I came out of it very soon
Firstly: the timing was like shit...onli ends at 9 and by the time i reach home wud be 10!
Secondly: It's twice a week..thurs & saturdays... they burn MY SATURDAYS
Thirdly: we've got tests n it was so damn hard mastering the notes
Is it some kinda of a curse?!!
I'm oways having prob with CCA
Since Prmiary sch days...
so wat shd i call it
CURSE.CURSE.CURSE
my attitude sometimes suxz big time !
Oh god!!!
I'm gonna enter 3rd year soon...How the hell will they allow me to join now?
Obviously sports is out of the fucking question!!!
tHEY NEED ppl in ICS
Mum's saying go ahead n join...u realli need 1 so just go!!
Just be a non-active member!
Firstly, all the unwanted idiots r there... n i can't bring myself to enter it
Secondly, if all my attempts to other CCAs fails n i've got no choice other than ICS i've gotta answer my him who is totally against this
wa laneh...look at my pathetic situation which gets even more more more fuckin pathetic!
I feel like banging myself against the wall
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, January 14, 2006
I sent sharme home without serving her pongal
Omy!!
How dumb can i be?!
Mum wanted her to come over cos it was pongal
She came over n was dissapointed that my parents weren't arnd
Basket...still can complain
"Everyday see yr face in sch...then come all the way see here again!"
Nvm...
But seriously, i donnoe wat got into me
Damn getting foolish by the days
Eeeew..never have i been so damn foolish
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, January 13, 2006
It's not raining today
It's so hot
Freaking hot
I don like it
I hate this weather
$@*#!
It was so damn maalu just now
I went to the loo
Left my wallet on top of the place just above the cubicle as usual
Wen i was about to take my wallet b4 leaving the cubicle, it just slipped off my hand
N IT just dropped to the floor n slided to the next cubicle
My goodness... i was like..wat the fuck man?
I was so blur...i didn't noe if she's gonna push it back to this cubicle
waited for a few seconds n then came out thinking that there isn't anyone in that cubicle
To my horror,a chinese gal opened the door n passed my wallet back to me
She was smiling away
I felt so idiotic
My goodness!!
Another sickening situation
Nijam IM me
I replied n then the person said im not nijam
I was like huh...wat?
Then he said i was in yr class last time...4E3..do u remember?
Frankly, i 4got all the indian guys who were in my class
N i asked him to tell me who he was cos i didn't noe
It was shabir
The PINKY!!!haha!
Tat's the nick we gave him
He has never opened his golden mouth n even uttered a single word to me in sec sch days
I've seen him recently outside with his gal in bus 13 too n he doesn't acknowledge thou we know that we do know each other
So it was shocking that he came n spoke to me
Right frm the start till todae he is the same old shy pinky
hahahahaha!!
So had a short chat wen suddenly he asked if my guy's frm RP too
I said no n then told him tat i saw him n his gal in bus 13 a few times
There was no reply for a few sec n then all of a sudden he just wished me all the best 4 my future n then said bye
wat the hell man?
I was like..did i ask smt wrng?
Ltr, got info frm sasa that that time wen she saw them out they were kinda of fighting
But then...how will i noe that u fought with yr gal
M i some kind of a fortune teller??
He just ended the conversation just like tat
He has nvr ever spoken to me b4 n wen he came n spoke it was realll shocking n there he just went off
Siao blardy pinky
As if my fault!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, January 12, 2006
I'm all WRETCHED!!
No Jollification!!
Sweetheart's working at nights n in the mornings he's gotta get some slp
N so meetings r so difficult
Sobz.sobz.sobz
EeeeeeeeeeWW...NS SUXZ N WORKING LIFE SUXZ!!!
I'm all against it
I can't stop him frm going to work
Neither can i ask him to come to meet me wen he obviously needs to get slp
Arghhhh!!!
Sweetheart's apparently my only addiction
Sweetheart...I love u lots!!!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, January 08, 2006
I've got Med tec lesson N med tec UT tmr
N i didn't study a single tiny winy bit
I donnoe y
I can't find the mood to study
I'm a person who needs the right mood to go forward in dealing with something no matter how small it is
Can i blame the weatherrrrrrrrrrrrrr?
I'm all sleepy
Super cold
N everytime i try to keep myself vivid, i fail
I simply ZZZzzzzzzzzzz
It's been raining since yesterday
So can i blame the super cold weather which led me to laze arnd?
The onli time i got myself all on track, was wen i had to go 4 tuition at 5 today
N tat was cos..i cud get drenched in the heavy dwn pour
My dear love warned me umpteen times not to get wet in the rain
On the way to my tution place n on the way back i got drenched, while he was trying his best to stop me frm all my childish act
Till he gave up!
hahahaha....
N u see...wat i did was just the dwnloading of the ppts
Still haben study n DON WANNA STUDY
I wanna take a shower right now
N i'm getting sooo pissed off cos i haven settle dwn with wat to wear to sch tmr
dammit!
It just sickz me when it take sooooooooo freakkkkinnnnn loooooonnnng
see wat i meaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnn!
arghhhhhhh!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, January 07, 2006
I'm all in love with my sweetheart
I go all small,childish,girly,shy,& naughty wen i meet my special him
N it happens every single day
I simply love it wen he shouts at me wen i get wet in the rain
hahahaha....
I just love him 4 the way he is
The caring n loving side of him simply attracts me
I'm so lucky to have found u dear
Full of hope, memories and desire
U changed the way I feel about my life.
I love you.
muackz...
O yea...mushy mushy ahhhhhhh
:P
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, January 06, 2006
Accidents do happen.i slip- i trip- i stumble- i fall & usually i dont care at all.but now i dont know what to do cos i slipped and fell in love with u
the luv inside of me is true.It appeared the day i met you!
I love my sweetheart many many
| You are White Chocolate |
 You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in. Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you. You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated! |
Okie...i've got to get back to work!
shooooooooo...out of here!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, January 05, 2006
PMS life SUXZ TO THE CORE!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i've realli got a problem out here
Blardy mood swings
I hate it
PMS life SUXZ TO THE CORE
i MIssed my damn UT cos of that
N luckily, sharm helped me out
sEEIng the pathetic situation i was in, she brought me all the way back home
Love u many many darling!!
But watever it is i still hate PMS life!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
I've got a real gd jealous sweetheart who made such a big fuzz over the new skin
"I don't like yr blog..not nice! I hate it.."
He repeated that too many times
Since the pic is gone,someone's all unhappy
The new skin sicks him
hahaha..
N since there hasn't been anything abt him lately,
Someone's all sour
erm..actually, i purposely did that
Just to see yr reaction
N i swear i expected this reaction
I love u lots sweetheart
I mizz u terribly
~Hugz & kisses~
Ps: Onli 4 sweetheart eyes!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
I'm back in sch
N i'm enjoying it
Lol...
soon i will be complaining
For now,i seem to be enjoying the opening i guezz
So damn boring at home
At least now i've got some work to do
Some early morning bitching to do
The redzuan look alike
The stupid jacket he wears every single day to sch
Worse still got khaki to 4llow
Another ass whose popular in Rp
All gals crowd arnd him
Seriously, i don find any shit in him that gets all of them attracted
Thou he changes his hairstyle n looks every month
N yea, todae he's up with a new hair-do
The truth is..it suxz big time!
But...see the bees buzzing arnd him
He's all sweet to their eyes i guezz
That arse...
saw him today with his gal when he took 111
She's realli one gundu la
She has this blardy stuck-up look together with "omy ,lord my world's gone!"
Blardy pathetic i tell u
Never have i seen her lively
Even in the presence of her bf
CAnnot make it la
bitch.bitch.bitch
hahaha...
i'm bitching
Cudn't really get myself to bed yesterdae nite
All excited and small to the opening
Sounds stupid and childish ah
nvm
My sweet little darling prink's in 4 P1 today
All new
hehe...
Mum took leave to send her to sch
Today & tmr
She's all so excited to get her hands on
Todae morning i realised i hadn't been updated
HAhaha..i tink i'm updated quite a bit aren't i dear sharm?
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;