<body> BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

 

...PROFILE

LAVANYA

*Singapore
*Libra
*Oct 11 1986
*Cravings for food
*Romantic stories & movies
*Luv to got to the beach
*Hate cats n sick of insects
*Awaiting the beautiful marriage life with my Darling
*Hidden love in books
*A complete family to treasure
*Adore cute chubby fat babies
*Good buddies who have stood by at all times

...WriTers

SharMe
Privina
Mishalini
WanTeng

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    Wednesday, August 31, 2005


    I m sick
    Bloody hell..block nose
    STUPID FLU
    dammit!!
    Pissing me off
    Headache
    Watery left eye
    WAT on earth is happening?
    arggggg!!
    My nose soooo pain
    Actually can't blame anyone
    Ice-cream n soft drinks
    They r never ending
    Even wen i'm sick i go after them
    ADDICTION
    Prabhu pani kutti called
    He was asking y no msgs frm ya since morning
    U okie anot? not feeling well still ah?
    Was telling him that i was havin flu n headache
    N that pani went...did ya vomit??
    PANDI. PANDI.PANDI
    A cute darling indeed
    Haha..

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, August 26, 2005


    1 more week to go
    Just 1 more week
    Then its holiday
    I'm counting down
    Can't wait for it
    I'm missing all of the little devils
    I'm missing them
    Terribly
    REAL TERRIBLE
    I wanna spend time with them
    Privi,sasi,menaga,mishel,sharme,Fatimah,mel...
    Its seems like we haven met for so long
    I mizz the good old times
    The bloody pranks we played on each other unknowingly
    The bullying
    The jokes we cracked
    The stupid childish senseless fights
    The way we copied homeworks
    The loads of neo-prints we took
    The way we disturbed MR murugan
    The cursing and swearing of home-economics & DNT
    The days we roamed after sch
    The days where we commented about GUYS
    Yeah guys
    COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT
    Pairing them with one of us
    THE GOOD OLD DAYS
    The memories can never be erased
    Sweet memories flood my mind when i recall
    I smile to myself
    Secondary school DAYS are real meaningful
    Is worth more than anything in this world i guezz
    Its just a wonderful feeling
    When you notice how much each and everyone has changed
    Both in looks and character
    Looks: from ugly ducklings to Beautiful swans
    Character:from childish n self-centred morons to selfless and matured gals
    The excitement that they reveal when they see you down the road
    The words that they say
    "I mizz U, I mizz the fun we had!"
    It comes from the bottom of the heart
    The smile on their face just conveys how excited they are to see you
    Galfrendz are galfrendz
    They forget u not
    They r always there 4 u
    I mizz u little Devils so much
    I'm waiting to spend my time with you gals
    Roam and gather more sweet memories
    No matter wat, we never get sick n tired of each other
    *I mizz all of ya*
    ~MUAKZ~

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, August 25, 2005


    I spoke to redzuan darling
    Wanted him to realise his mistake
    Apologise to sharme
    N wanted him to warn his friends
    TO stop the bloody disturbing calls
    I called him
    HE was pretty shocked
    I SALUTE U DARLING
    He did listen to me
    He did realise his mistake
    HE did apologise
    TAT'S WAT WE CALL A MAN
    NO ego
    No blaming
    He even felt paiseh to call sharme
    told him to call n tok to her
    N yes he did
    They r in talking terms rite now
    TAT MATTERS
    All back to normal
    GD!!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, August 24, 2005


    CAUGHT The Maid
    OMY!!!
    wat can i sae??
    hmmm...
    *Applause*
    Yea,the singapore crew realli need that
    It was scary
    At last they did a good job
    EYE 10
    they claimed it was a horrifying movie
    It ended up being a comedy one
    So this time round
    they realli need a pat on their back
    Thou it was not that horrific
    It did give me creeps at times
    Tat was due to the creepy sounds
    And the sudden appearance of the ghost
    But the GHOST DID NOT LOOK SCARY!!!
    Okie lah...not bad
    A bit paiseh in the at PS theatre lah
    COS THE WHOLE BLOODY ROW WAS FILLED WITH COUPLES!
    i went with sharm
    odd!!
    haha!!
    suddenly among the couples got friends
    EVEN more worse...
    THE only indians for the shoW
    hahaha!!!
    Yea, there were friends who came for the movie
    they were at some other rows
    Onli the row given to us ended up like this
    Nevermind lah, u get FREE SHOW
    haha...ya noe wat i mean!
    oKIE 1 more thing
    All the stupid assholes screamed in the theatre for NOTHING
    PRACTICALLY NOTHING
    Hello..come on... the GHOST didn't EVEN APPEAR!
    Wat the hell sia
    donnoe wat they trying to do

    After the show, went to makan
    soooo damn hungry
    BIG EATER SEH
    Wanted to eat BBQ rice set but the BLOODY QUEUE
    wa laneh piss me off
    So went over to another stall to order punggol fried mee
    The ass stall holder was takin her own sweet time to take order
    Omy!!
    I just got no patience
    I hate waiting
    NOT EVEN 1 SEC
    so got so pissed off
    went over to the chicken rice stall to buy food
    I REGRET BUYING
    GOD DAMMIT!!
    IT REALLI SUXZ BIG TIME!!!!
    so yea, i threw it off
    Freakin hell

    Anyway guys,go catch the MAID if ya haven't watch
    It's worth i guezz
    Had an enjoyable day today
    Tmr, i'm not gonna go to sch
    Gonna PONTENG
    hehe!!
    TAT makes ME Overjoyed
    Excited
    haha..
    u might be wondering wat so exciting in skipping lessons
    i donnoe
    donnoe y i'm excited
    I seriously donnoe
    *grin*
    okie got to do some sch stuff rite now
    I'll stop here
    CYA! *winkz*

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, August 23, 2005


    AND tuesdae passed without the meeting

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Monday, August 22, 2005


    I wan the rain to kiss me.
    I wan it to beat upon my head with silver liquid drops.
    I love the rain.
    Come on with the rain,
    I've a smile on my face.
    I'll walk down the lane
    With a happy refrain

    I'm so in love with the rain
    I can't stop myself from hoping
    Hoping for it to rain every single day
    I just love the rain!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;



    FREAKIN boredddddddddd
    OMY!! Help me out!
    So damn boring
    The class suxz
    NO life
    arggggg!
    I need my boost
    Either the rain or an ice-cream
    gimmieeeeeeeeeeeeee!
    actually both would be possible
    i'm waiting!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, August 21, 2005


    Okie,he replied yesterdae itself
    Just like i forecast
    NO way to continue the flow of it
    Life's fine
    DAMMIT!! wat do ya expect me to reply 4 tis
    Yr response is fast
    Yea,so does it mean u r interested?
    Yr bloody reply is just 1 sentence
    The way u respond suxz
    God dammit!!
    Wat the hell r u thinking?
    Do u even have a rough idea of wat i m doing?
    NTN!!!
    Ntn i guezz
    Nvm..there is no point looking back
    There is no point regretting
    There is no point trying to gets things straight
    I m out of this thing
    NO more
    NO more messaging
    Its getting nowhere
    Nvm...
    i'm out of this
    I'll continue my life as usual

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, August 20, 2005


    He did reply
    The very next dae indeed
    At 7.30
    I'm glad he replied
    Real glad to see that he replied
    BUt i'm confused on wat to do next
    I don't noe how to keep it goin
    Looks like i can't keep it goin continuously
    Haiz....
    Wat a life man?!!
    It real suxz at this point of time
    FreakinG hell
    I now realise the importance of reading of minds
    If onli he noes how to read my mind
    My task wud be so much simpler
    WATEVER!!!!!!!!!!
    let's c wat happens!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, August 18, 2005


    I just msged him in friendster
    Just 5 mins ago
    Putting all my ego aside
    Imagine how fucking hell i muz hav felt todae
    His memories just came flooding
    Cudn't take it
    Has been long enuff
    FEB till AUGUST
    i just can't get out of it
    Just wan things to get straight now
    Just wan him for myself
    Even if not for myself
    At least as a friend
    I'm waiting 4 yr reply
    I realli hope u wud reply
    And i realli wish that the msgs continue constantly
    I'm relying in god
    Pls!!!
    I realli wan things to be bak to normal

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, August 17, 2005


    I just realised
    We are fighting often
    Suddenly its happening
    It wasn't like this before
    The fights are due to lame reasons
    .lame.
    .childish.
    U & I are being rude to each other
    Getting Angry very fast
    Not thinking enuff?
    Y????
    Y suddenly
    Its getting nowhere
    But its oways u
    U r the one who sets the fire
    SO ITS TIME TO CHANGE YR ATTITUDE
    I'm fine
    MY attitude doesn't sux
    It has never sucked unless its provoked

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;



    Bored.
    Irritated.
    No mood to do the task given
    It really suxz big time
    GENETICS
    i'm leaving after the second meeting
    I don't hav any mood to do work
    Tmr's genetic's UT
    I'll go home and study
    Heck it
    WILL I?
    Hopefully she gives me a C even though i leave
    I've gotta give an excuse
    O yea...I'm sick
    Actually i m sick
    Sick by the way certain morons behave
    They really need to get a life
    Fucked up arse are all around
    I've had enuff of yr shit
    I m no longer gonna listen as wat i did long ago
    I'll speak up
    I'm not dumb
    I just can't stand the way u Talk at times
    Damn annoying
    For wat the heck You asked me to call u?
    To show attitude!!
    Give u back the same sucky attitude, u aren't happy
    Get a life 4 heavensake
    Wasting my blog space writing about you
    I've stopped tat long ago
    stopped writing about you
    But, u pissed me off yesterdae
    Todae morning,u still send me msg
    As if nothing happened
    Screwed up ass
    Big time 1 indeed
    I'm not gonna reply
    i can't be bothered
    Sae yr usual thing
    Go ahead
    She's egoistic
    She's got attitude
    Do u tink i care?
    I don't show this part of me to ppl who r nice to me
    So u screwed it yrself
    i've nowhere else to vomit all the shit than here
    AND to my darlings
    I've alreadi told my darling
    He heard me out
    Tat's wat u call care n cocearn
    My night was screwed up yesterdae
    But after speaking to my darling,
    i felt so much better
    THANKZ!!
    Anyway darling, i don't noe if ya believe wat i said yesterdae
    But i really mean it
    i rather loose him than to loose u
    Heck it...heck the irritatin attitude of yrs
    I'm not prepared to meet u on tuesdae
    I just can't stand it
    NO BLOODY MEETING IS TAKING PLACE
    I can't be bothered
    Anyway, i'm leaving home now
    BYE!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, August 12, 2005


    I can b UNDERSTANDING
    I can b STUBBORN
    I can b SWEET
    I can show ATTITUDE
    I can b LOVING
    I can b EGOISTIC
    I can b WELL-MANNERED
    I can b RUDE

    wATever it is....
    I m myself wen i'm not provoked
    It all depends on how U treat me
    U hav to react differently to different type of situations
    That is life
    U r not a doll
    U can't be showing the same response
    U do have feelings
    They rush out at certain times
    Their sudden existence wud not portray u as a bad person
    I love who i am, and everything in me.
    I know i am strong, and can be what i want to be.
    I love how i speak, i live to speak to you.
    I m myself!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, August 11, 2005




    Don't promise me you love me
    then go and leave me blue
    Don't say I mean the world to you
    Unless I really do
    Don't flower up the things you say
    to make my life a dream
    Unless you really love me
    Don't say things you don't mean
    Don't let me feel your loving arms
    and them push me away
    Don't talk about forever
    Unless you plan to stay
    Don't tell me that you'll be my king
    or that I'll be your queen
    Unless you really love me
    Don't say things you don't mean

    *** Nice poem!i found it in the web!***

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;





    War of the world's was EXCELLENT
    *****
    -Tom cruise was SO cute n handsome as usual
    -one of Hollywood's brightest shining Golden Boys.
    -With black hair, blue eyes, and unabashed cockiness
    -nIce movie
    -i'm goin gaga over him
    -Wanted to watch it in theatre but unfortunately cudn't
    -Borrowed DVD frm Nandini
    -IT WAS NICE LAH..I DON CARE WAT U COMMENT!

    i wanna watch wedding crasher's, dark water & Land of the dead!! I need sponsor!! URGENTLY...ANYONE INTERESTED TO SPONSOR????

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, August 10, 2005


    hOLIDae!!!
    SOOO nice to slack
    slack
    slack
    slack
    NTN else
    I'm gettin lazy
    LAZier by the daes
    Somehow gt myself to go Bugis with prabhu
    Gerad came too
    Prabhu's supposed to pass my boots to me
    He agreed to come to my place
    BUT...Ltr Ask me to follow him Bugis
    I was super lazy
    But i still went
    FUN MAH!!!
    haha...
    SO got my boots frm him
    JUNG CD!!!
    I wanted to watch it
    SANJAY DUTT IN ACTION
    HIS SUPER COOL
    I'VE WATCHED THE MOVIE SO MANY TIMES
    JUST CAN'T SEEM TO GET SICK N TIRED OF IT
    So prabhu brought it
    Sooooo sweeeeeeeeeeeet!
    Gerad wanted to buy polo tee
    Yea, so pratically following both of them up n dwn shops
    DOn ya tink it was boring?
    If ya thinkin that..get rid of that idea
    We were crappin n luffin all the way
    Prabhu was bullying gerad
    N vice-versa
    I'm safe lah!!
    HAHA...
    cute guys
    Real Cute!
    The three of us Kept on tokin
    Little sense+ Large amount of crap
    A dicky to dicky hit entertainment too
    *winkz*
    the person whose supposed to understand this wud understand
    *AHEM*
    WeNt to KFC
    After that, they headed to beach road
    I had to leave to give tution
    HaD a NICE TIME!!!
    At least i got out of my laziness yesterdae
    WoooHooOOo!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, August 03, 2005


    Went with my family 4 dinner
    Was fabulous
    TOkin crap
    Laughing all the way
    Making fun of each other
    The dinner was great
    I've started eating like pig
    Just keep on stuffin myself with foooooood
    SUDDENLY...
    Okie..I wanna reach 50kg
    Ultimate goal
    Frm 44 to 46
    4 more KG
    I CAN DO IT!!!
    At the rate i'm eating..
    yea sure can
    ATE grilled chicken,1/2 plate of fried rice & chocolate ice -cream with almonds at JACK'S PLACE
    Phewwwwww!
    Was soo damn full
    SUch a Nice & fabulous dinner!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;