<body> BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

 

...PROFILE

LAVANYA

*Singapore
*Libra
*Oct 11 1986
*Cravings for food
*Romantic stories & movies
*Luv to got to the beach
*Hate cats n sick of insects
*Awaiting the beautiful marriage life with my Darling
*Hidden love in books
*A complete family to treasure
*Adore cute chubby fat babies
*Good buddies who have stood by at all times

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SharMe
Privina
Mishalini
WanTeng

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    Wednesday, January 31, 2007


    im dwn with a hellish flu,
    Soreeeeeeeeee throat & high fever.
    And thou it was realli hellish the cute bf of mine never fails to make me luff.
    when i was complaining the day b4 that i feel sooooooo cold and u noe i was terribly shivering, he suggested to buy ice-kanchang and eat.
    dumb dumb.
    Today,wen my throat's so sore and freaking painful, i asked him to order carrot cake & wen the stall holder asked if chilli is required, he went with a YES!!!
    pig pig pig.
    sucha doink.
    Never in my world.
    Daydream onli.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, January 28, 2007


    I caught Babel yesterday noon, with him.
    i chose it cause of BRAD!
    The movie was rather good at the starting point.
    Very different from the other movies ;the way they connect 3 different scenarios excellently.
    After the first half i started finding it disgusting
    & heck, i realli regret watching it.
    They rather spoilt the movie with all those sex, sex, sex and more sex.
    NC-16, and can u just imagine seeing the japanese gal happily flipping her skirt up to let the japanese guys view.
    Wat's the damn thing abt it?
    Are u asking that?
    let me tell u, she wasn't wearing her panties Purposely...
    N she was merely calling out to them to look at her as her hairy monster. N that's what she said.
    It was totally gruesome.
    Totally naked and so much of sex sells kinda scenes & an 11 year old boy watching his own sister(16 year old) bathing naked and feeling so high abt it, she willingly & with pleasure letting him watch and duh, u call that M-18
    I tell u, if sec schools kids are gonna catch it, its more than enuff to set them up 4 all the wrong reasons.


    The japanese gal was trying to kiss the dentist when he was trynna check her teeth and she wanted to have sex desperately with him, that she did force.
    She forced herself onto the cop.
    She stood naked right infront of her damn father.
    Wat the fuck!!
    IT was blardy blardy disgusting and horrible.
    Till now, i feel so disgusted after watching the movie.
    Its more than wat i've stated here actualli.
    If u're gonna catch it,then u'll noe it.
    Yeah, for gals it is indeed something gross to watch this kinda movies.
    Especially for me.
    I seriously think it shd be R-21 for watevr it showed than what i had stated here.
    I'm not stating, cos i even feel so yucks to state it.
    Fucking horrible disgusting movie.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, January 25, 2007








    HOT guyssssssssssss!
    sMILE and bodies to die for.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, January 24, 2007


    Class was hell lot of fun today.
    All becos of Mayuri.
    We were practically luffing away till i cried.
    My stomach hurt,throat ached.
    That was how bad the laughter went on.
    She's one hell of a crazy gal.
    Lively .
    I'm gonna miss her and all the fun we had once i graduate.
    2 more weeks and I'm out.
    hehe.

    The CE activity today was like f.
    Seriously, that blardy f faci should know what is manners.
    She was fucking rude from the start.
    Damn blardy pissed.
    N once again, i forgot my wallet and left it int hat room after the CE activity.
    I onli realised that it was missing when i reached woodlands interchange.
    Yet i was so damn relaxed,
    i was suggesting to him that i'll just take it tmr.
    I got that stare from the pig and u noe the common ongoing advices.
    blah blah blah blah blah....
    "not first time noe...c la so relax, still can say take tmr....blah blah blah!"
    wa i tell u damn good la...full of advises.
    haha.
    But luckily i got my wallet.
    He felt the absence of it more than me. :)
    I felt rather bad for making him walk up and down so many times :(
    i still do actually.
    With him arnd...its like so nice,everything he takes care of.
    I end up being more carefree or shd i sae...
    I wanna be even more bochap of my things !
    i so love u fat boy.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Monday, January 22, 2007


    MY fyp is OVER!!
    mY GOODNESS..ALL THE TRAUMA IS OVER.

    Sharme u shd noe wat i'm saying rite?!!
    like finally.
    Yes!!
    3 weeks more to go and i'll be graduating frm RP!
    :)
    it sounds so nice and at the same time scary.
    The higher education,
    the amount to be spent,
    the future full of question marks,
    the all new start of finding friends....
    haiz.
    i so dread all this!
    i'm so worried abt the GPA..
    yeah i noe i can graduate but u noe its gonna be a low GPA.
    i should have done it proper since sec year, i realli slacked la.
    That's the god damn shit problem with me.
    I so hate to see the low GPA in that result slip wen im supposed to collect.
    haiz.
    how i wish i was on the right track since sec year, saves so much of trouble.
    i'm realli one hopeless moron.

    lazy blardy rotting bum.
    last min and i'm oways there to regret not to smile.
    watever it is, i've promised myself to do well and GET A first class honours degree.
    that i'm very sure i'll do it.
    i'm realli sick of regretting .
    this time round i don wish to.
    I just hope everything goes fine.
    i'll not to be a rotting lazy bum anymore.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, January 18, 2007


    my darling's in camp
    reservist lah
    so annoying.
    i'm soooooooo bored.
    i so mizz him.
    i mizz hearing his voice.
    His blur stares,
    His laughter,
    the bites
    the pinches
    the hug...
    Simply everything
    i so mizz all of it.

    i soooooooooo hate fyp.
    eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yucks!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, January 17, 2007


    Such a fucking screwed day
    i can't even vomit out anything here cos i don't noe which bitch or bastard wud fly my kites round.
    fuck.
    damn f.
    i really can't stand all tis shit.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, January 12, 2007


    My rashes are 98% cured.
    2 more percent to go...
    Its confrim due to the palmolive aroma therapy gel.
    shit u gel.
    argh!!
    Right now i'm having a blardy painful and stiff neck.
    I've got a hard time turning around.
    I can't even look up and see the blue sky man.
    Blardy basket.
    wa laneh.
    I feel so damn sick.
    I WANNA jsut stay hm and rest.........
    but there seems to be no chance for it.
    :(

    After many months, i wore my watch today and u noe what, i forgot which hand to wear on?!!
    i was practically looking at the people in the mrt to confrim if i'm wearing on the right hand.
    To lead me to further confusion, 1 guy was wearing it on his right and a gal on her left.
    i was like...yeah i noe both hands can wear but which is the PROPER HAND!!!!
    my goodness.
    i'm more dumb as days go by.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, January 10, 2007


    i'm supposed to meet sharme after sch to go jalan jalan 2day.
    But then, i've got tution today.
    My card balance is soo low to even msg, so sharm pls understand if u read this.
    Romba thankz.
    Sharm y don't u come over on this sunday and next tues to RP for the open hse?
    I'm on duty.
    Chumaa vaala yaennaku company!!
    Anyone in for it??
    haiz, i so dread open hse.
    2 full days(10-6),posterdesigning,setting up of booth and all rubbish and blardy RP oni giving 2 points.
    I tell u RP sux BIG TIME.
    they and their dumb way of schooling.
    watever shit la.
    Sunday,Monday & Tuesday all i gotta come sch.
    I so dread it.
    Just dragging myself for the blardy CE sake.
    haiz.
    The start of the year itself was not a good one for me.
    In terms of health wise i mean.
    There was a blardy outbreak of rashes.
    It was so terrible.
    I remember i bathed in Palmolive aroma therapy show gel that day.
    The next day then oh my, the trunk had so many rashes.
    MAny as in many u see.
    I was like some paranoid freak on the first day as i've NVR GOTTEN THAT!
    And it came during that public holiday period.
    Stayed home 2 days thinking it wud vanish but it never did.
    I took it lightly as my mum told this is common la.
    Follow up i went to the doctor twice as the first visit and the medication brought chest pain.
    On my first visit, she asked thousand and 1 question... wat u eat, wat u bath in, wat this ,wat that.
    stupid. then finally say...
    "I'll take it as rashes for now and give u medication but if it doesn't fade off, it might be the second possibility which is SKIN DISEASE. there ain't any reason for this to come..out of a sudden it comes,no specific reason.it only affect youngs and mostly teenagers. since u r pretty young it might be that.it would onli be able to heal itself... at least 3 months,we can't do much. And there's a possibility that it might spread and worsen"

    i was like fuck.... u telling me that so lightly...
    it's a blardy disease somemore.
    I swear i was scared to shit noe.
    I was quietly praying.
    My goodness.

    That blardy medicine she prescribed caused me chest pain the 2 days after the consumption, which was pretty bad.
    I went breatheless at Dobby ghaut in the morning, felt so giddy.
    All i knew was to call him,
    bUT OBVIOUSLY rescue is incredible...woodlands to dobby ghaut!!
    Morever he was sleeping.
    He was very worried.
    Lucky aisha was there, then we somehow managed and came sch.
    Right after that, mum was so pissed that i told that detail so late.
    She made me go to the blardy doc again the sec time.
    This time round another medication and lotion.
    It is now working.
    So much lesser.
    much much.
    haiz.
    i really don't know what caused the rashes u see.

    then for the past 2 days i'm having stomach pain.
    Like duh, whole immune system like shit.,
    wat the hell?!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, January 07, 2007


    I'm in high spirts baby.
    I've got a remarkable achievement made in these 3 years of poly.
    I got a B from the dare devil lecturer.
    She used to be the blardy hard core scarcastic crude lecturer who tortured my life in Year 1.
    She came in for clinical chemistry.
    And that day i was almost tardy as usual.
    I entered at 9.45.
    Remind u class starts at 8.30.
    She is good for penalising and the gorgeous crude acts,
    But i received a B despite all these.
    That's something i will nvr take it light.
    I'm feeling estatic.
    Muahaha.
    Life's so nice right now.
    This point.

    Past 1 week has been good.
    With many books to read.
    I so feel attached to them.
    My bf is up with his dead corpse serial.
    SLP and slp and slp.
    Till no calls and just 1 ..2 msges for the day.
    I feel so damn frustrated as usual u see.
    I really can't stand it when i don recieve any.
    Which gal would like?
    I told him to tell his mum that he wudn't get married at all since all he NOES is to work and slp.
    So Mrs Patrick can save the trouble of getting us hitched.
    My books were the only resonable lifeless once which pleased my soul.
    I so hate u bf.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, January 04, 2007


    i caught the night in the musuem
    after 2 weeks of his non-stop desperate calls for it.
    I was quite pissed actually.
    I badly DIDN'T WANNA WATCH IT.
    Museum itself sound sooooooooo boring.
    Moroever, i heard that the storyline was about the exhibits coming to life at nite, which was practically dumb to me.
    So wenever he came up with the topic, i said a straight NO!
    But lucky me, i caught it.
    It was hilarious.
    Fantastic.
    i was practically enjoying the movie more than he did.
    thanks to baby.

    tmr i've got lab.
    wa damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn annoying.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;