<body> BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

 

...PROFILE

LAVANYA

*Singapore
*Libra
*Oct 11 1986
*Cravings for food
*Romantic stories & movies
*Luv to got to the beach
*Hate cats n sick of insects
*Awaiting the beautiful marriage life with my Darling
*Hidden love in books
*A complete family to treasure
*Adore cute chubby fat babies
*Good buddies who have stood by at all times

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SharMe
Privina
Mishalini
WanTeng

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    Monday, February 27, 2006


    I came at 9 to class
    N my reason would seem damn stupid childish and lame to u
    I even told him n he started luffing
    I was staring and admiring my hair which has turned much more brown than the last time i noticed, at the ends
    So obvious under the sunlight
    I'm not allowed to dye my hair
    Parents don't allow yet
    But i guezz arnd 23,i'll have my say
    They would listen
    Cause their views are changing nowadays
    SO since it's not dyed n i can see that it looks brown at the ends,i felt so glad
    K..it's lame

    Not my prob
    My hair
    My blog
    I will blog

    so i admire till i 4got and it had hit 8
    Then i rushed out of my hse n was on the way to db wen he msged saying let's meet 4 5 mins
    I met him n then he followed me till sch
    Sooo nice to see yr loved one in the morning b4 u start yr day thou they haven brush teeth or bafe!
    haha
    *grinz*

    K then he spotted the browness at the ends and warned saying that if it gets worse u've got to dye.U noe wat i expect.i've told u b4....blah blah blah!!
    Wa laneh...sometimes ah...
    I wonder..if u don do things u desire now then after u are dead u can fullfill things ah?
    Isn't life meant to fullfill yr desires
    Left are the desires, here i m dead is it?
    i mean the way u wish to dress up
    The way u wish to do alot of things
    Y can't we just do it
    Sometimes i don't noe how to make these peeps understand this point
    Even my mum has told me...
    she learnt this from her yoga sessions man..
    What u desire,wat u wanna eat, wat u wanna wear u shd carry on
    don let yr wishes be left there
    It's a life given once,do things u wish in a proper manner
    SHe told me this umpteen times
    Yea,i noe u can't do all kinds of nonsense with just this philosophy
    It shd mean gd to u firstly n to the luved ones arnd u
    But sometimes wen it doesn't danger anyone also ppl don agree to certain things
    That's wat i get mad abt
    haiz...
    It's k..telling all this is of no use.

    Anyway,ltr arnd 12.20 i'll be leaving sch halfway to go and catch a movie with him
    Final destination 3!!!
    It's the last week of sch n i wanna leave halfway
    hehe!
    Need a break
    More than that, the flicks are soo damn super gd
    I wanna watch the fog,Big momma's hse 2,Rumours has it & pink panter
    I wanna die die catch all these flims

    hehe...
    I'll catch up with u guys soon.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, February 24, 2006


    Hi Lavanya.

    I will have to degrade you for not following the necessary conduct, inspite of repeteadly telling you to tie your hair they were still open till the end of the session. When you are working in the lab you have to follow certain rules and maintain discipline. Also, this was day two, so you should have know that its a lab session this week even if you would have failed to check the announcement. So there should be no excuse for not wearing covered shoes.

    Please try to maintain the necessary conduct and discipline especially when you are working in the lab to save you from being downgraded.


    wa...just seeing this made me soo damn pissed off.
    Blardy irritating fac
    THE truth is that i tied up my hair the moment she told n there she saes that i didn't till the end of the lesson.Where the fuck did she tell me repeatedly? She onli did it once n i tied up immediately thou i knew i rebonded onli 2 daes ago.
    I got the band from Yu zhuang and right infront of her cock eye i tied up my hair despite the fucking attitude she showed.
    There were other students who didn't tie up the hair n she couldn't give a damn abt it but just chose to pick on me.Fine,i'm pretty fine with that but claiming that i didn't tie up my hair is a pure piece of shit lies.Fuck..she realli saw that i tied up.Donnoe wat's her fuckin prob.
    Look,i'm reasonable too..dwngrading me for not wearing covered shoes in the lab is a fair share cos its my fault that i didn't noe that there was lab that day. K fine. But knowing that i did tie my hair and claming that i didn't is pure fuck. Damn annoying. She's onli a damn fac who came to take over cos christina was on leave for the damn lab on that day. None of the facilitators in the past 2 years have told us to tie up our hair.I swear there's none thou it's one of the rulez in lab.
    K fine,she's following the rules.But how can she just tok cock like a bitch.Just gave me a D as the grade. It's equivilaent to leaving the class after sec meeting itself which is a partial.What's the damn use of me having my ass burning dwn in the rotting lab with loads of stuff to do n even skipping my lunch 4 that. Wa...damn f*** iritated.I can't give a damn if u think i've got attitude problem or watsoever. I just simply don't deserve this piece of shit frm that blardy fac.

    I'm out of here.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, February 23, 2006


    I can't get the blardy connection to do my rj
    AhHHHHhhhhh!!!
    Blardy sucky world
    Blardy sucky Rp
    Blardy sucky VPN
    I hate this man
    I need my grades n there goes my rj
    haiz...I've gotta mail her tmr morning with the rj together with a GOOD EXCUSE!
    o WELL i'm veri gd with excuses

    hahaha...
    Okie la..wen it comes to grades i've got no choice
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    Nowadays,i'm realli buzi in sch
    that till i leave i've got stuff to do
    *jeez*
    N i can't find the time to slack
    Neither can i find the time to blog

    After sooo damn freakin long,i had lunch with sharme today at tanglin mall
    *wow*
    it's realli super long since we had


    It's also quite long since i spent hrs with him
    Either tution or smt else comes up
    My goodness!!
    N i'm noticing it well
    I wonder how third year's gonna be
    I'll make it up to u sweetheart asap!
    Muackz!

    Gotta hit my sack now.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, February 17, 2006


    O here's my horoscope 4 today!!

    The Bottom Line
    Spend too much time flirting today, and you'll miss out on a rewarding connection.

    In Detail
    After one more day of wishing you could just crawl under a rock and disappear -- not because you're ashamed of yourself, but more because you just don't feel like dealing with a certain person's nonsense any more -- you're ready to come out. Big time. You're so ready that you're totally unwilling to hide anything you're feeling -- anything at all. And Heaven help anyone who tries to stifle you.

    This is sooooo dumb.
    I haven even start flirting yet
    Nobody made me take a sec look yet
    No cute guys
    *soBz*
    If he's reading this,then i've simply dug my own grave i guess
    lol.


    Sometimes horoscopes 4 the day can be super true
    N it goes all the way of being 100% true at times
    N at the same time,it also goes to the other extreme...total lousy!!
    Totally unreal.
    Booo!!

    ~Luv ma sweetheart alot n i mizz him 2~

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, February 16, 2006


    Your Spicy Score: Mild

    You may not make the hottest first impression..
    But you're definitely the type of girl that sticks in a guy's mind.
    You prefer to play things cool. You know that good things come to those who wait.
    And the amazing thing about you is that you get hotter over time!
    How Spicy Are You?


    U see..i'm so damn bored.
    Can't get a peace of ma mind
    Mum & dad are at home today
    I mizz them chooo much suddenly
    My lady asked me to stay at home
    So surprising...
    She isn't the type of person who lets her kids to skip classes
    N today she requested
    N i declined that wonderful offer
    Aiyoh!!!
    Now all i wan is to be be back at home by their side
    Toking senseless stuff n making them luff
    my goodness!
    I wanna go back home...............
    argh!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, February 14, 2006




    I had a superb valentine's day
    I had a day with him
    Everyday seems gorgeous with him
    N V day was a step higher
    With lots of gifts recieved from sweetheart
    A nice comedy movie,
    Fun with Dick n Jane!
    My all time desire to go to swensens was finally met
    HEHEHEHE!
    sweetheart brought me there.
    Super big serving i should say
    Chocosssssss make me go crazy
    muahaha!
    A NICE neo-card
    And a peaceful place where we took some time together
    so warm with joy and laughter
    the moments spent together
    The lasting bliss,
    the kiss I miss

    i love you and will always be there

    i love you simply with all my heart

    Just 4 sweetheart
    Reasons Why I Love You !

    -I can be myself when I am with you.
    -I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.
    -We're a perfect match
    -Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.
    -Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
    -You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
    -You are simply irresistible.
    -Your terrific sense of humor.
    -You always say what I need to hear.
    -You have taught me the true meaning of love.
    -You always make me feel that you are by my side no matter what.
    -I love that feeling of being secure when you wrap your arms around me.
    -I love the way you keep your cool when I do something stupid.
    -I love the way you treasure the gifts that I gave you.

    Lastly, ~Ahem~
    -And, of-course, your intelligence, 'cause you were smart enough to fall in love with me ;-)

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, February 12, 2006


    All this Valentine's Day is making me go crazy
    I feel like Banging myself against the wall
    The internet search for a MONTH just made it useless
    ARghhhh!
    I don't wish to buy him a shirt cos it's so predictable
    N sorry to say this
    But i really think that u guys are soooo damn terribly pathetic
    All u guys have are watches,perfumes,bracelets,jackets and shirts as gifts
    And itssssssss so damn f**** predictable
    wa laneh!!!
    Now u see the advantage of being a woman
    HoooolaAAAaaa!
    We've got the range from earring to Chains to dresses to tops to shoes to teddy to chocolates!!
    Hmmm...O yea,gold and diamonds are most welcome!!
    See we women win!!!
    Boooo u guys!!
    Watever it is,it still comes to the point that i'm going nuts buying him gifts!!
    shit!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, February 10, 2006


    Silence is my unlimited realisation
    my unreserved preparation
    A day of Silence
    Can be a pilgrimage in itself

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, February 07, 2006


    So damn stressful
    Handling the module selection
    Sending out e-mails frm morning
    Takin note of the CE,PP& FYP just made it worse
    GPA makes me go all f* up
    I just feel soooo damn f* to the max up
    So much of workload
    I'm realli going crazy
    I've got no mood for anything right now
    All i wan is to be alone
    ALone...alOne...AlOnE!!!!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, February 03, 2006


    Class ended early today
    Molecular and cell biology
    Unfortunately,we were chosen to present
    N of all days..today she posted questions indivudially
    N i was like...OH fuck,don gimmie some alien thingy!
    I cudn't explain one of the blardy function of the methylation
    but she didn't make it a big issue cos that damn point was real hard
    N now...i'm blogging
    Trynna waste time cause he's gonna be late
    Even called him at 9 to inform that class wud end early 2day n so make yr way dwn by 2.30
    Extra warning: Send msg also
    But of no use...
    I just called n HE'S STILL IN BED!!!
    My goodness...
    I swear i hate to wait
    I dread being in school wen it finishes sooo damn early
    I just wanna get out
    *tokin as if being released frm the prison*
    Waiting realli suxz to the core...i can't even make myself wait for a few sec!
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    I'm out of here
    Bye.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, February 02, 2006


    Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

    You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers
    And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back
    You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours
    One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!
    Are You Jealous?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Wednesday, February 01, 2006




    10 more days and that's that!!
    Hehe... 4 months since i found my sweetheart
    All still loving & concearn
    He never fails in being so loving n in bullying
    He's the only person who is able to bully me till the extreme
    bUt then don't gals like it wen they r bullied by their guys?!
    I'm no exception.
    *don u grin u pig*

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;