<body> BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

 

...PROFILE

LAVANYA

*Singapore
*Libra
*Oct 11 1986
*Cravings for food
*Romantic stories & movies
*Luv to got to the beach
*Hate cats n sick of insects
*Awaiting the beautiful marriage life with my Darling
*Hidden love in books
*A complete family to treasure
*Adore cute chubby fat babies
*Good buddies who have stood by at all times

...WriTers

SharMe
Privina
Mishalini
WanTeng

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    Monday, July 31, 2006


    I'm sick
    Having flu + body ache
    N its so shitty
    I don even have any energy
    So annoying
    N i had lab 4 genetics,
    Ltr after sch i'm havin lab 4 FYP
    I hope i don drop dead.
    I need rest

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, July 30, 2006


    Im so damn pissed
    Pissed to the max

    Cos i can't stand anyone tokin without respect to my bf
    I simply can't take it
    It pisses me off to the blardy max
    N i feel like blowing it at the top
    N smacking the person 1001 time
    I hate the way..
    U jolly well know his 24,
    U younger,
    Have some god damn brain
    Pure politeness shit
    Mixed with ur rotting respect won't u!!
    Iz that so difficult????
    Is it so damn f**** difficult to give respect
    U noe u are much younger..
    Even the own gf doesn't use poda ..vada..
    Then y the f do u use
    Put yrself in my shoes!!!
    C how irritating annoying f it is to hear anyone asking
    "Aprom so and so yaeppadi errukaan?"
    "Avan yaepo varuvaan?"
    Or else wen conversing with HIM itself
    "Unnai ..... da*
    da*
    da*
    Every fuckin sentence "da"
    He doesn't mind
    BUT I MIND
    I JUST HATE IT WEN ANYONE ..I MEAN ANYONE USES IT ON HIM

    U noe i'm realli damn sick of it
    I aren't askin too much
    JUST RESPECT
    I'm not asking u ppl to sae vaanka poanka all
    That's super idiotic
    Pls.
    I noe it
    But u can oways change it to him instead of yr sentences ending so hopelessly.
    Obviously if u've got a guy,u wud feel the blardy pinch
    But if u don't u wud most prolly think
    Oh yea she shd be okay
    They are still smiling
    Hey, excuse me!!!!
    DEEP DWN ITS SO DAMN F IRRITATING
    I mean anyone ...
    Not just friends understand
    cuz to friends to best friends to whoever it can be
    I've been fuming for past 4 months
    Give some blardy respect...
    IF U CAN'T!THEN DON'T ASK ABT MY GUY TO ME!!

    I aren't blinded by love
    This is respect
    that's all i need
    It may sound harsh...
    But its just basic manners
    Basic courtesy
    Thanks alot.
    N i wud wan it frm whoever WHO WANS conversation which link up to him
    Just don't make me blow
    Cos i'm so so so so...
    Ah heck 4get it!
    JUST DON'T that's it.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Thursday, July 27, 2006


    U know,i realised the meaning n the truth life brings.

    In life it is important to have a good grip as well.
    That is, it's important to have control over the direction of your life, the energy that you exert and the impact that you have.
    If your grip in life is not active,You will constantly be the victim or the passive observer of all that goes on around you,
    never imparting your own energy
    or
    ideas
    and
    never fully letting in the energy
    and
    new ideas of others that will allow you to grow to your full potential.

    We've got to be sure that in our life we are giving ourselves the same chance for success by having a grip on our life that allows us to stand up to pressure, but flow with the opportunities for growth and happiness.

    It has been quite a long time since i did something enjoyable
    Spend some quality time
    ~Jeez~

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Monday, July 24, 2006


    I'm having genetics lesson 2 dae
    N i understand nuts
    I'm sooooo tryin my best to understand but i can't
    Its HORRIBLE
    such a nightmare sia today's lesson
    Nvm abt that...
    For past 1 week i've been researching on my upcoming
    Where to do a degree
    Locally
    Or overseas
    Sourcing out as many details i can
    Cos its just too near
    Feb
    Next year feb
    N i'm out of RP!!!
    :)
    I'm a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG GIRL
    *shy*

    U noe,currently i'm so into turning 21
    U noe y
    Cos the movies i wanna catch are R21
    I wanna catch..
    Once i hit the age,
    oh bother
    who does
    Its my world.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, July 21, 2006


    I'm so mad
    Mad with everyone
    I'm tryna accomodate everyone
    From senseless,to heartless to evil
    I'm just giving in to everything thou i didn't commit a big sin
    I've got no time to worry abt myself
    Neither any thought to consider abt myself,
    But the rest
    I just hope it all turns out well
    And most importantly prove to all of them watever i hav to
    For her,i'll never 4give her 4 calling my mum a fool
    I'll see her tru it

    I'm all for my mum
    N i simply love her
    :)

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, July 18, 2006


    You Are 56% Control Freak

    Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order.
    However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect.
    Are You A Control Freak?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Sunday, July 16, 2006


    Love doesn't see the right time
    It just happens
    It sees no race
    It goes beyond what it can be
    It sees no parents consent
    It seeks no permission
    It comes all by
    It passes all hurdles
    Just to stay in love
    Just to be commited
    It loves, breathes
    Just 4 the other person
    The other half
    It can never abide certain things which aren't meant to be
    It has to feel
    It has to see the other half
    If not world's dark


    ** i need my prayers to be answered n the god to be with us**

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, July 11, 2006


    i wanna blog

    But i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT

    damn sick

    i hate this kinda days

    Cause i'm just too free
    trynna occupy myself.
    the onli solution
    Bloggin
    N i can't get nay hell out of it

    I noe
    wait...
    I wanna blog abt myself

    Since it's MY blog
    I shd spare a little tiny winy place 4 myself

    Okie,i knew all play in childhood days
    My primary sch was such a fun-filled memory
    it's a heartful one
    The time where i was so bold
    The time where i stood up 4 everything
    Hei,i was bold at that very age..arnd P4 itself i slapped a gal k
    i made her cry
    i was such a mischiveous beast
    i regret now

    My primary sch days,i used to invent games
    1 eg.
    I wud get paper cups,tear them here n there
    guess where i go with 1 paper cup?
    i bring in all the gal kiddos of mine into the soccer field
    The indian class boy kiddos wud be playing,n i simply love to disturb them
    We gals use the paper cup
    Kicking it all the way to the goal post
    N making a hell lota noise once it gets into the goal post
    Sometimes,we get the soccer balls frm the guys
    N we start challenging them
    Nevertheless,i was known for the amount of stupid paper cup goals i entered
    And the way i challenged the guys!!

    In studies,yea..i was sent by my teacher for all Tamil compsition essays being organized by schools
    I oways won
    I used to be the best writer
    I won lots of trophys for my school together with my good khakis DINESH and ANUSHA!!
    I simply loved to write the composition cause each time i get to create the story in a wonderful way where no one ever thinks and gets amazed.
    My tamil teacher, MRS Elango was a gem.
    She used to motivate n brought out the talent in us.

    Moving on to sec sch
    I remained talkative
    Naughty
    Playful
    Foolish
    Clumsy
    Yet less outspoken
    I used to tease everyone
    Crack jokes
    Make a hell outa someone
    Or shd i rather sae privi
    hehe.

    Hei, but still she had her fair chance
    She and suha were so creative that they wrote a love letter in the name of my so called potential one.
    The one who was known and said that he liked me
    Kantha...the kanda meerugam.
    I used to hate the sight of him
    I didn't like him
    Neither did i fall 4 him
    Hello his shorter than me hor.
    aLSO LIKE KANDAA MEERUGAM
    it was passed as a rumour that he used to have a crush on me.
    I don't noe if that's true
    I guess not
    Neither cud i be bothered.
    hmph!
    These dear 2 brats,made used of that and wrote a letter as if he wrote it 4 me
    They wrote and stapled it 100 times i guezz
    They knew my favourite colour was blue and they used that damn ink to write the letter
    I still remember privi,
    The letters were GIGANTIC
    Such a gullible gal like me...wat wud i do!!
    I believed the pigs
    But yea at last they told me the truth
    By the way at that age they wrote poem seh.
    Naughty brats.
    hehe.

    Watever it is Primary and sec school life is the best
    The memories are just simply wonderful
    Cause everything is done out of pure innocence and mischief.
    It's a way u get yr friends too
    The long lasting ones
    And the never lasting ones

    nuff said.
    I gotta fyp tmr
    Gotta hit my sack
    Catch u guys ltr.

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Saturday, July 08, 2006





    I caught Mistress of Spice today with my darling
    Our dear stars,Dylan McDermott & Aishwarya Rai
    Dylan has this attractive eyes a man should hav
    All the way through the movie...his eyes ...my ATTENSION!!
    My ATTENSION..his eyes
    ~AHEM~
    nuff...


    Comin to the movie,

    Its about romance and personal conflict
    Tilo(Aish) can sense people's problems with a startling ability to look into their past and future!
    All Tilo wants to do is carry on her work helping others and fall in love as well, but she is forced into a painful dilemma. If she turns her back on her way of life, all the people that she has helped will suffer, but if she doesn't, she will lose Doug forever!
    So its all abt Spices,Aish and DYLAN!!
    Its a fairly good movie i wud sae
    Ntn special yet something different,simple,fair share of laughing scenes,a beautiful memory.
    Simple and nice that's it for Mistress of Spice
    Elegance of a lady
    Touch of romance is what it brings about,Frm my point of view.

    For my darling, what he said is right.
    For such a simple elegant story,if they had used another heroine instead of aish the movie would have flopped.

    But..i guess they shd rate it as NC-16...
    My opinion
    Shouldn't be PG
    Young primary kids...hmm..it's a STRAIGHT NO FOR THEM TO WATCH IT!

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Friday, July 07, 2006


    If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

    ~i learnt that today~

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;



    Your Heart Is Blue

    Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
    You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

    Your flirting style: Friendly

    Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

    Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

    What you bring to relationships: Loyalty
    What Color Heart Do You Have?


    People Envy Your Confidence

    You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.
    People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.
    What Do People Envy About You?



    Your Dosha is Pitta

    You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor.
    You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader.
    Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways.
    But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.

    With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you

    In love: You are picky but passionate

    To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.
    What's Your Dosha?

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Tuesday, July 04, 2006


    Wish list
    4 this exact moment

    * 1 bowl Of Tom Yam soup---(real hot i sae)
    * Change the damn weather..it's sooo freakin hot.
    rain man rain!
    * If onli he was on leave,i wud leave right now to be out with him.I mizz my boi lots.
    * i WAnna catch a movie
    * Cancel the task of lab report
    * I wanna be bak home in my bed
    * I wan Bubble Teaaaaaa
    * I hope.i wish i brought my jacket cos the room's freakin cold
    * I wanna go SWENSENS
    * I wanna watch Sun tv
    * I wish i owned a camera..~take loads of pics with my baby~


    Im sooooo tempted!
    aren't u?
    i wan them badly
    I wan i wan i wan







     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;

    Monday, July 03, 2006


    i hate tis stupid stupid weather
    Its just toooo hot
    Freakin HOt
    Blazing
    Burning
    So much of sweat
    I've got to shower sooo many times a day
    The air-con doesn't seem of any use
    The fan shows it's ntn compared to the super hot day
    I neeeeeeed the RAIN!!

    ***I had pasta 4 dinner in Swensens With my aunt & cousins.***
    :)
    i TRIED pASTA 4 the first time in my Entire life
    hmmmm....Not too bad
    But watever it is...
    i tink it wud be ma last choice

     - I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;