Monday, July 31, 2006
I'm sick
Having flu + body ache
N its so shitty
I don even have any energy
So annoying
N i had lab 4 genetics,
Ltr after sch i'm havin lab 4 FYP
I hope i don drop dead.
I need rest
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Im so damn pissed
Pissed to the max
Cos i can't stand anyone tokin without respect to my bf
I simply can't take it
It pisses me off to the blardy max
N i feel like blowing it at the top
N smacking the person 1001 time
I hate the way..
U jolly well know his 24,
U younger,
Have some god damn brain
Pure politeness shit
Mixed with ur rotting respect won't u!!
Iz that so difficult????
Is it so damn f**** difficult to give respect
U noe u are much younger..
Even the own gf doesn't use poda ..vada..
Then y the f do u use
Put yrself in my shoes!!!
C how irritating annoying f it is to hear anyone asking
"Aprom so and so yaeppadi errukaan?"
"Avan yaepo varuvaan?"
Or else wen conversing with HIM itself
"Unnai ..... da*
da*
da*
Every fuckin sentence "da"
He doesn't mind
BUT I MIND
I JUST HATE IT WEN ANYONE ..I MEAN ANYONE USES IT ON HIM
U noe i'm realli damn sick of it
I aren't askin too much
JUST RESPECT
I'm not asking u ppl to sae vaanka poanka all
That's super idiotic
Pls.
I noe it
But u can oways change it to him instead of yr sentences ending so hopelessly.
Obviously if u've got a guy,u wud feel the blardy pinch
But if u don't u wud most prolly think
Oh yea she shd be okay
They are still smiling
Hey, excuse me!!!!
DEEP DWN ITS SO DAMN F IRRITATING
I mean anyone ...
Not just friends understand
cuz to friends to best friends to whoever it can be
I've been fuming for past 4 months
Give some blardy respect...
IF U CAN'T!THEN DON'T ASK ABT MY GUY TO ME!!
I aren't blinded by love
This is respect
that's all i need
It may sound harsh...
But its just basic manners
Basic courtesy
Thanks alot.
N i wud wan it frm whoever WHO WANS conversation which link up to him
Just don't make me blow
Cos i'm so so so so...
Ah heck 4get it!
JUST DON'T that's it.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Thursday, July 27, 2006
U know,i realised the meaning n the truth life brings.
In life it is important to have a good grip as well.
That is, it's important to have control over the direction of your life, the energy that you exert and the impact that you have.
If your grip in life is not active,You will constantly be the victim or the passive observer of all that goes on around you,
never imparting your own energy
or
ideas
and
never fully letting in the energy
and
new ideas of others that will allow you to grow to your full potential.
We've got to be sure that in our life we are giving ourselves the same chance for success by having a grip on our life that allows us to stand up to pressure, but flow with the opportunities for growth and happiness.
It has been quite a long time since i did something enjoyable
Spend some quality time
~Jeez~
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, July 24, 2006
I'm having genetics lesson 2 dae
N i understand nuts
I'm sooooo tryin my best to understand but i can't
Its HORRIBLE
such a nightmare sia today's lesson
Nvm abt that...
For past 1 week i've been researching on my upcoming
Where to do a degree
Locally
Or overseas
Sourcing out as many details i can
Cos its just too near
Feb
Next year feb
N i'm out of RP!!!
:)
I'm a BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG GIRL
*shy*
U noe,currently i'm so into turning 21
U noe y
Cos the movies i wanna catch are R21
I wanna catch..
Once i hit the age,
oh bother
who does
Its my world.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, July 21, 2006
I'm so mad
Mad with everyone
I'm tryna accomodate everyone
From senseless,to heartless to evil
I'm just giving in to everything thou i didn't commit a big sin
I've got no time to worry abt myself
Neither any thought to consider abt myself,
But the rest
I just hope it all turns out well
And most importantly prove to all of them watever i hav to
For her,i'll never 4give her 4 calling my mum a fool
I'll see her tru it
I'm all for my mum
N i simply love her
:)
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
| You Are 56% Control Freak |
 Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order. However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect. |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Love doesn't see the right time
It just happens
It sees no race
It goes beyond what it can be
It sees no parents consent
It seeks no permission
It comes all by
It passes all hurdles
Just to stay in love
Just to be commited
It loves, breathes
Just 4 the other person
The other half
It can never abide certain things which aren't meant to be
It has to feel
It has to see the other half
If not world's dark
** i need my prayers to be answered n the god to be with us**
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i wanna blog
But i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT
damn sick
i hate this kinda days
Cause i'm just too free
trynna occupy myself.
the onli solution
Bloggin
N i can't get nay hell out of it
I noe
wait...
I wanna blog abt myself
Since it's MY blog
I shd spare a little tiny winy place 4 myself
Okie,i knew all play in childhood days
My primary sch was such a fun-filled memory
it's a heartful one
The time where i was so bold
The time where i stood up 4 everything
Hei,i was bold at that very age..arnd P4 itself i slapped a gal k
i made her cry
i was such a mischiveous beast
i regret now
My primary sch days,i used to invent games
1 eg.
I wud get paper cups,tear them here n there
guess where i go with 1 paper cup?
i bring in all the gal kiddos of mine into the soccer field
The indian class boy kiddos wud be playing,n i simply love to disturb them
We gals use the paper cup
Kicking it all the way to the goal post
N making a hell lota noise once it gets into the goal post
Sometimes,we get the soccer balls frm the guys
N we start challenging them
Nevertheless,i was known for the amount of stupid paper cup goals i entered
And the way i challenged the guys!!
In studies,yea..i was sent by my teacher for all Tamil compsition essays being organized by schools
I oways won
I used to be the best writer
I won lots of trophys for my school together with my good khakis DINESH and ANUSHA!!
I simply loved to write the composition cause each time i get to create the story in a wonderful way where no one ever thinks and gets amazed.
My tamil teacher, MRS Elango was a gem.
She used to motivate n brought out the talent in us.
Moving on to sec sch
I remained talkative
Naughty
Playful
Foolish
Clumsy
Yet less outspoken
I used to tease everyone
Crack jokes
Make a hell outa someone
Or shd i rather sae privi
hehe.
Hei, but still she had her fair chance
She and suha were so creative that they wrote a love letter in the name of my so called potential one.
The one who was known and said that he liked me
Kantha...the kanda meerugam.
I used to hate the sight of him
I didn't like him
Neither did i fall 4 him
Hello his shorter than me hor.
aLSO LIKE KANDAA MEERUGAM
it was passed as a rumour that he used to have a crush on me.
I don't noe if that's true
I guess not
Neither cud i be bothered.
hmph!
These dear 2 brats,made used of that and wrote a letter as if he wrote it 4 me
They wrote and stapled it 100 times i guezz
They knew my favourite colour was blue and they used that damn ink to write the letter
I still remember privi,
The letters were GIGANTIC
Such a gullible gal like me...wat wud i do!!
I believed the pigs
But yea at last they told me the truth
By the way at that age they wrote poem seh.
Naughty brats.
hehe.
Watever it is Primary and sec school life is the best
The memories are just simply wonderful
Cause everything is done out of pure innocence and mischief.
It's a way u get yr friends too
The long lasting ones
And the never lasting ones
nuff said.
I gotta fyp tmr
Gotta hit my sack
Catch u guys ltr.
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Saturday, July 08, 2006

I caught Mistress of Spice today with my darling
Our dear stars,Dylan McDermott & Aishwarya Rai
Dylan has this attractive eyes a man should hav
All the way through the movie...his eyes ...my ATTENSION!!
My ATTENSION..his eyes
~AHEM~
nuff...
Comin to the movie,
Its about romance and personal conflict
Tilo(Aish) can sense people's problems with a startling ability to look into their past and future!
All Tilo wants to do is carry on her work helping others and fall in love as well, but she is forced into a painful dilemma. If she turns her back on her way of life, all the people that she has helped will suffer, but if she doesn't, she will lose Doug forever!
So its all abt Spices,Aish and DYLAN!!
Its a fairly good movie i wud sae
Ntn special yet something different,simple,fair share of laughing scenes,a beautiful memory.
Simple and nice that's it for Mistress of Spice
Elegance of a lady
Touch of romance is what it brings about,Frm my point of view.
For my darling, what he said is right.
For such a simple elegant story,if they had used another heroine instead of aish the movie would have flopped.
But..i guess they shd rate it as NC-16...
My opinion
Shouldn't be PG
Young primary kids...hmm..it's a STRAIGHT NO FOR THEM TO WATCH IT!
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Friday, July 07, 2006
If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.
~i learnt that today~
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
| Your Heart Is Blue |
 Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.
Your flirting style: Friendly
Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe
Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish
What you bring to relationships: Loyalty |
| People Envy Your Confidence |
 You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself. |
| Your Dosha is Pitta |
 You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical.
With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you
In love: You are picky but passionate
To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight. |
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Wish list
4 this exact moment
* 1 bowl Of Tom Yam soup---(real hot i sae)
* Change the damn weather..it's sooo freakin hot.
rain man rain!
* If onli he was on leave,i wud leave right now to be out with him.I mizz my boi lots.
* i WAnna catch a movie
* Cancel the task of lab report
* I wanna be bak home in my bed
* I wan Bubble Teaaaaaa
* I hope.i wish i brought my jacket cos the room's freakin cold
* I wanna go SWENSENS
* I wanna watch Sun tv
* I wish i owned a camera..~take loads of pics with my baby~
Im sooooo tempted!
aren't u?
i wan them badly
I wan i wan i wan



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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;
Monday, July 03, 2006
i hate tis stupid stupid weather
Its just toooo hot
Freakin HOt
Blazing
Burning
So much of sweat
I've got to shower sooo many times a day
The air-con doesn't seem of any use
The fan shows it's ntn compared to the super hot day
I neeeeeeed the RAIN!!
***I had pasta 4 dinner in Swensens With my aunt & cousins.***
:)
i TRIED pASTA 4 the first time in my Entire life
hmmmm....Not too bad
But watever it is...
i tink it wud be ma last choice
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I guess this is a beautiful mistake too... ;